I think it's safe

Apr 06, 2004 14:53

All it took was a stop in to the Police and all the crap with my journal ends! Finally! At any rate. It's been a while. It seems like this day is endless. Nothing seems to be going right, I am going to make a list of goals.

LIFE GOALS:

Do a supermodel. (presumably one that enjoys the company of fat kids)

Shoot of someone's hat (i stole this from Garrett, but I wanna too!)

Join the Peace Corps.

Spend some time in another culture.

Try acid......... again..... I think.

Find a real pimp, and bitch smack him like he's my property... and then run.

Murder someone bad.. (KKK Grand Dragon or someone that deserves it)

Bitch slap E.E.B. (SVSU EXAM WRITER)

Fight for someone's safety.

Save someone.

Save myself.

Lose 100 lbs.

Finish my pilot's licence.

Own a plane.

Crash that plane, and survive.

Have a kid, and turn him into a small me.

To own a custom Arcade Machine.

Skydive.

ok................im done.

I wanna get drunk tonight. I don't wanna do my homework. I wanna play basketball.
I miss Lily. I think about her quite abit. It's like people get mad when I talk about her and it pisses me off. We should celebrate her life. I'm not going to ever stop talking about her. It still hurts but the pain is the only way to happiness. We can't mourn her forever, soon all we'll have is the memories. The pain will leave and we'll see her again.... Do you remember telling me you found the sweetest thing of all. Just be happy that we got to meet her at all. I promise you; we'll see the sun again.

Lily, I love you and I miss you.

I need to go do something to get my head out of the past. I've done enough thinking for the time being.

Peace out ya'll. I'll start posting again, i think. This was helpful.
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