Apr 05, 2006 22:35
Well I haven't been in this kind of mood in a while. This is the most alone I've felt in a long time. I don't know why, I was fine a few hours ago...oh well. This just get's more drawn out day by day. A friend asked me a few days ago how my luck with the ladies have been for me lately. I had to laugh for a second, because it's one of the funniest things to think of me with a girlfriend. I told her to the extent of, "I've come to grasp that I'm gonna be runnin solo for the rest of my days."
Now I surely don't want to believe it, but as of now I have no reason not to. There have been a handful of girls that I could have seen myself with, but as always there was someone more attractive, or funnier, of just a better person. It's not that hard to beat me in any of those categories. It just get's more and more awkward knowing you're not good enough....