To a past love thats has long been in hate
All I have to say to you is I am sorry for being a asshole. You did not deserve it. For someone I used to Love should not have been treated that way. I know I have said I was sorry before and than turned out to an asshole again. Well I cant justify my actions. I dont expect you understand it. I also dont expect you forgive me either. If I was you I could not begin to forgive me either. But I hope and pray that you will. I still think of you from time to time. I hope one day we can move on from this hate and be friends. It was like you said it was not meant to be. And I can handle that now. Took me some time,tears,and blood to be shed but I can finally move on from this stife I help create. I hope this finds you in good heart and let you know I am sorry for the bullshit I put you though. I hope you find everything you are looking for in life. Just know that I did love you with all my heart and I will always will look back on what we had and smile.