Drama.
My baby's mama drama for dat ass....
So, I haven't updated in ages and I might as well get some stupid shit off my chest now.
Last weekend I moved out. Katie and I broke up. There was a lot of stupid reasons behind it, and even more so now that I realize what has been going on. But we basically broke up over because I was going to school and working part time, when she felt I should be going to school and work full time. Or some shit. For the last month she made my life as close to hell as she could. What was supposed to be 6 or 7 months of us living together while my buddies got their shit together turned into about a month and a half. She suddenly pushed up the date that she wanted me out.
So I moved out even earlier.
Then it turns out Steve Russell, the guy who I moved in to help him out since he was having problems with his girlfriend. Well besides him slamming me behind my back, and then slamming her to me, has basically been trying to weasel his way in.
I moved out on Saturday, and apparently on Monday he took Katie out to dinner and they had a whole big discussion about dating. This was something that had been going on for some time I guess. He basically did all this behind my back. While I went to work at night, he was basically trying to establish a relationship with my girlfriend.
It puts a lot of things in context now. But after I found some of his furniture at Katie's place when i was returning some stuff, I confronted him. And he basically comes out with that he is going to date her. He had wanted to for a while, blah blah blah.
He basically decided to stab in my back for quite some time. So things have been somewhat shitty on that front. Having one of my closer friends turn out to be a fucking snake who had been trying to get me out of the picture, and taking advantage of Katie when she was vulnerable with having problems with me.
The whole thing is pretty fucked up. My only amusement comes with the fact that he must be a fucking idiot if he thinks jumping into something with a girl who just got out of a 3 year relationship is going to work out, especially when the entire basis of their relationship has been slamming me. The joy I get from knowing when everything starts falling apart and the issues she hasn't got worked out start coming to the surface, and my name will keep coming up. Not some faceless exboyfriend, but ME, his pal that he fucked over. Not to mention he is still going through drama with his semi ex. So when all that blows up, hopefully he will go through his own little bit of hell. Not to mention all my friends have basically now disowned him as a friend.
Katie, I blame but not nearly as much. Her biggest thing has always been a fear that I would be the only person to like her. Russ went out of his way to show that he was there for her, and took advantage of her when she was going through problems with me. If he actually cared about her, he would give her time to be alone. But he doesn't want that, because she might actually reconsider. I am positive that he is aggressively making sure she doesn't try to talk to me as well. I also know that she is in a JB hating phase, mainly because of someone spurring such things on and she has done some stupid shit after breaking up with me before. I am not so much thinking that she is not over me, she probably is. But she should really take time to herself, to be alone and to heal. This whole thing makes me nausaus just thinking aboutit.
Russ is telling my friends that she wants to get married and have kids, and that everything has been a facade. I don't know if any of that is true, because Russ is a notorious liar, but even if it was, it wouldn't suprise me that she would want to try to be the opposite of what she was. However, I refuse to believe that a girl who is visibly uncomfortable around children would be thinking about having kids.
Well, the whole thing is just a big fucked up situation. I think it is pretty much the most pathetic and low shit that Russ has pulled. I helped him out so many times, I let him into my home, and he does this. What a piece of shit. The thing that makes it worst is that he is helping me out with shit, solely to make himself look better in her eyes, he is sitting there slamming her then going over and slamming me. The motherfucker played both sides. He is hanging out with me on Monday, after having taking her out, and sitting there making fun of her, and pretending to be my friend.
Saturday when we are moving he is slamming her, and insisting I don't help her out with her furniture, while fucking plotting behind my back. Yeah he didn't want me to do anything positive for her, because that might ruin his fucking plan. What a giant ass piece of shit.
The sad thing is she won't know. To her face I am sure he is a completely different person, just as he was with Erika. While bragging about cheating on her, and talking all about their sex life to anyone who will listen. Shit he did the same thing with Diane, that motherfucker hasn't changed. I would just say that they both will get what they got coming to them when all this blows up. But unfortunately Katie will never know just to what extreme his fucked upness goes, because he will convincingly lie to her face. For someone who cares so much about money, (Katie) she doesn't realize she is getting into something with someone who basically barely stays above negative, or goes hundreds of dollars into the negative each week. But he probably has told her otherwise.
The whole thing is just irritating, I don't really want her to get hurt, despite the way she has treated me lately. I wouldn't want any female friend of mine to date Russell much less someone I care about like I do for her. The guy is a fucking snake. He lied constantly to his girlfriend, lied constantly to his friends, and he will lie constantly to her. It is just what he does. I won't waste my time trying to tell her this, it will do no good. I won't tell her how he has been one saying the worst shit about her behind her back, how he has been the one person trying his damndest to get me to cheat on her. I had plenty of opportunity to, but never did. Now I know why he was doing all that. I knew at the time that basically behind my back he was slamming the shit out of me, I knew he was playing both sides. I just never figured Katie would be so dumb, and wouldn't realize that is what he was doing. Nor did I think he was actually having hooking up with her in mind, that is something friends just don't do.
Well, I feel bad for her, and I hope that true hell comes to him. I don't hold her blameless she knows damn well how bad something like this would hurt me. As if she hadn't done enough of that lately, she chooses to try to date one of my friends to really add insult to injury.
Well fuck them both, she will finally know or not know what it is like to have a man who lies to her constantly, who will brag to his buddies (which he is now short of) about the sick things he does, or to have a guy if given the opportunity will cheat at the drop of a hat. Unfortunately she won't really know about all that, because to her face he is someone completely different than he is behind her back. When it all falls apart she will think it is her fault, not realizing he never deserved her in the first place.
I am done with that shit. I will come out of this better than ever, and both of them have a world of drama coming up.
So, I haven't updated in ages and I might as well get some stupid shit off my chest now.
Last weekend I moved out. Katie and I broke up. There was a lot of stupid reasons behind it, and even more so now that I realize what has been going on. But we basically broke up over because I was going to school and working part time, when she felt I should be going to school and work full time. Or some shit. For the last month she made my life as close to hell as she could. What was supposed to be 6 or 7 months of us living together while my buddies got their shit together turned into about a month and a half. She suddenly pushed up the date that she wanted me out.
So I moved out even earlier.
Then it turns out Steve Russell, the guy who I moved in to help him out since he was having problems with his girlfriend. Well besides him slamming me behind my back, and then slamming her to me, has basically been trying to weasel his way in.
I moved out on Saturday, and apparently on Monday he took Katie out to dinner and they had a whole big discussion about dating. This was something that had been going on for some time I guess. He basically did all this behind my back. While I went to work at night, he was basically trying to establish a relationship with my girlfriend.
It puts a lot of things in context now. But after I found some of his furniture at Katie's place when i was returning some stuff, I confronted him. And he basically comes out with that he is going to date her. He had wanted to for a while, blah blah blah.
He basically decided to stab in my back for quite some time. So things have been somewhat shitty on that front. Having one of my closer friends turn out to be a fucking snake who had been trying to get me out of the picture, and taking advantage of Katie when she was vulnerable with having problems with me.
The whole thing is pretty fucked up. My only amusement comes with the fact that he must be a fucking idiot if he thinks jumping into something with a girl who just got out of a 3 year relationship is going to work out, especially when the entire basis of their relationship has been slamming me. The joy I get from knowing when everything starts falling apart and the issues she hasn't got worked out start coming to the surface, and my name will keep coming up. Not some faceless exboyfriend, but ME, his pal that he fucked over. Not to mention he is still going through drama with his semi ex. So when all that blows up, hopefully he will go through his own little bit of hell. Not to mention all my friends have basically now disowned him as a friend.
Katie, I blame but not nearly as much. Her biggest thing has always been a fear that I would be the only person to like her. Russ went out of his way to show that he was there for her, and took advantage of her when she was going through problems with me. If he actually cared about her, he would give her time to be alone. But he doesn't want that, because she might actually reconsider. I am positive that he is aggressively making sure she doesn't try to talk to me as well. I also know that she is in a JB hating phase, mainly because of someone spurring such things on and she has done some stupid shit after breaking up with me before. I am not so much thinking that she is not over me, she probably is. But she should really take time to herself, to be alone and to heal. This whole thing makes me nausaus just thinking aboutit.
Russ is telling my friends that she wants to get married and have kids, and that everything has been a facade. I don't know if any of that is true, because Russ is a notorious liar, but even if it was, it wouldn't suprise me that she would want to try to be the opposite of what she was. However, I refuse to believe that a girl who is visibly uncomfortable around children would be thinking about having kids.
Well, the whole thing is just a big fucked up situation. I think it is pretty much the most pathetic and low shit that Russ has pulled. I helped him out so many times, I let him into my home, and he does this. What a piece of shit. The thing that makes it worst is that he is helping me out with shit, solely to make himself look better in her eyes, he is sitting there slamming her then going over and slamming me. The motherfucker played both sides. He is hanging out with me on Monday, after having taking her out, and sitting there making fun of her, and pretending to be my friend.
Saturday when we are moving he is slamming her, and insisting I don't help her out with her furniture, while fucking plotting behind my back. Yeah he didn't want me to do anything positive for her, because that might ruin his fucking plan. What a giant ass piece of shit.
The sad thing is she won't know. To her face I am sure he is a completely different person, just as he was with Erika. While bragging about cheating on her, and talking all about their sex life to anyone who will listen. Shit he did the same thing with Diane, that motherfucker hasn't changed. I would just say that they both will get what they got coming to them when all this blows up. But unfortunately Katie will never know just to what extreme his fucked upness goes, because he will convincingly lie to her face. For someone who cares so much about money, (Katie) she doesn't realize she is getting into something with someone who basically barely stays above negative, or goes hundreds of dollars into the negative each week. But he probably has told her otherwise.
The whole thing is just irritating, I don't really want her to get hurt, despite the way she has treated me lately. I wouldn't want any female friend of mine to date Russell much less someone I care about like I do for her. The guy is a fucking snake. He lied constantly to his girlfriend, lied constantly to his friends, and he will lie constantly to her. It is just what he does. I won't waste my time trying to tell her this, it will do no good. I won't tell her how he has been one saying the worst shit about her behind her back, how he has been the one person trying his damndest to get me to cheat on her. I had plenty of opportunity to, but never did. Now I know why he was doing all that. I knew at the time that basically behind my back he was slamming the shit out of me, I knew he was playing both sides. I just never figured Katie would be so dumb, and wouldn't realize that is what he was doing. Nor did I think he was actually having hooking up with her in mind, that is something friends just don't do.
Well, I feel bad for her, and I hope that true hell comes to him. I don't hold her blameless she knows damn well how bad something like this would hurt me. As if she hadn't done enough of that lately, she chooses to try to date one of my friends to really add insult to injury.
Well fuck them both, she will finally know or not know what it is like to have a man who lies to her constantly, who will brag to his buddies (which he is now short of) about the sick things he does, or to have a guy if given the opportunity will cheat at the drop of a hat. Unfortunately she won't really know about all that, because to her face he is someone completely different than he is behind her back. When it all falls apart she will think it is her fault, not realizing he never deserved her in the first place.
I am done with that shit. I will come out of this better than ever, and both of them have a world of drama coming up.