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I haven't updated for a while so i am going to do one of those pour your heart out entries. Well this weekend was awesome and i loved it. I went to the pride parade and there are alot of gays in iowa lemme tell you. It was fun i watched champange showers (clay a guy) perform as britny spears wich was fucking awesomeand there were other performers that wer good but not as good. I met alot of new people. I hung out with jason swineheart from east and andrew from east. Some of thier friends and tyler and his fag hag. We were all at the garden dancing and then the drag show came on. Mike kendal was marylin manson. (yes he s still in iowa and no he didn't get a sex change or comit suicide) And there were 128 drag queens there. I didn't think drag was all the xciting until i watched it in person and i was neat. and yu make tons of money doing it too. Later on after the garden we went to the frathouse. Wich was awesome too. But i was way underage to be in there but i got me and my friends in. Funny thing is, there were cops out in the front when we went in. It was so fun at the frathouse i want to work there whn i turn 18 ... which is 3 more years.. well almost 3 because i turn 16 in october. but at the frathouse i danced like no other.. i danced with jason, tyler, andrew, terry, and alot of other people. Yea i can dance.... i dance very well too. i just had to wait until i got a good beat. Then i was all over the floor and allover everyone. i saw this kid that i kept my eye on scince champange performed and yea i was watching him and everyonce in awhile he would stare back.. then my dad called and was pissed and he told me to get my ass home and i was like ok ... i stayed and watched mikes' performances.... as cher he is the number one cher inpersonater in the midwest. Then we went home and there wasn't alot of room in jasons car so andrew sat on my lap and we ended up making out the whole way home... tanner called in the middle of it. Which made me feel bad. I got home and my dad was pissed. but thats ok. Then yesterday was gay day at adventureland and i went with mike, and there were alot of people there. I met that guy from the frathouse. He introduced hmslef... his name is dusty and yea... i was like ... WET DREAM!!! He has the cutest smile and pretty eyes... nice tan and he is just plain cute.. but he is 20... so yea... i met clay (champange) seems kewl. Sheena and tyler showed up to hang with us. wich was kewl then later some of my friends from cuttys came and we all hung out.... awesomely awesome time.. then tanner showed up and well stormed off. and told his mom that tyler ditched him or something then his dad told tylers mom that tyler went to the gay bar so he is grounded for a week. Tonight i got to go job hunting with my dad. So yup. I broke up with tanne ryesterday because i disobeyed his rules of not cheating.. i just don't want to hurt him.. because he forgave me for doing that and if i ended up doing it again or other stuff and he forgives me for that i would most likey take advantage of it. So i don't want to hurt him. we started dating to fast. i told him i wanted to be friends and try it again later. because we dated before we knew each other and a relationship like that wouldn't last long.... it has happened to me before. i hope he understands why i did it. i regret the sex part about it.. because now his parents prolly think i used him for sex. which is not true. tj. thanx for the entry. and i think i am done here.
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