Revelations
What is it about growing up that makes everyone so miserable? In my Psych class the other day the stupid professor was talking about how depression rates sky rocket as people grow older. Is it really the thought of impending death? Is it that as you grow you realize how terrible the world really is? I just dont know, but if anyone knows, please inform me ASAP.
My life, overall, seems to be looking up, I guess. It looks as though I will get a job on campus for the summertime, free room in downtown boston, free meals, and a $1725 stipend for 20 hours a week. Not too shabby at all. Although I was not offered an individual interview for an RA position next year, I've decided that I am going to get a studio by myself for next year. That is, IF I get my GPA up enough to stay at Suffolk. That doesn't look like its gonna happen though, and I might have to go to a state school. I do not want to go to BSC. Everyone I know seems to go there. I know that I need to do work this semester and get my grades up, but I can't seem to get myself up to do it. Im just not interested in it. I hate school, and I hate the living situation that I am in right now.
AS i said before, my life seems to be looking up. One would think that would make me happy, but one would be wrong. I find myself falling further and further everyday. When it seems I;ve hit bottom, I find a new low. Problems seem to keep stacking up. I seek out trouble, because it seems to comfort me. I dunno. I guess that I've grown up with pain and trouble, so I look for it now. Damn. psychology is really getting to me.
Eh, I'm tired of writing, and I'm tired of my life. Someone leave a comment to make me laugh when you read this. I could use it.
My life, overall, seems to be looking up, I guess. It looks as though I will get a job on campus for the summertime, free room in downtown boston, free meals, and a $1725 stipend for 20 hours a week. Not too shabby at all. Although I was not offered an individual interview for an RA position next year, I've decided that I am going to get a studio by myself for next year. That is, IF I get my GPA up enough to stay at Suffolk. That doesn't look like its gonna happen though, and I might have to go to a state school. I do not want to go to BSC. Everyone I know seems to go there. I know that I need to do work this semester and get my grades up, but I can't seem to get myself up to do it. Im just not interested in it. I hate school, and I hate the living situation that I am in right now.
AS i said before, my life seems to be looking up. One would think that would make me happy, but one would be wrong. I find myself falling further and further everyday. When it seems I;ve hit bottom, I find a new low. Problems seem to keep stacking up. I seek out trouble, because it seems to comfort me. I dunno. I guess that I've grown up with pain and trouble, so I look for it now. Damn. psychology is really getting to me.
Eh, I'm tired of writing, and I'm tired of my life. Someone leave a comment to make me laugh when you read this. I could use it.