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I FUCKING HATE YOUUUU!!@!:O3ualkfejhaskldfg
Myspace is down and I had to say it because it's been bugging me all FUCKING day.
You'll actually probably see something similar to this later on tonight.
I think the thing that's been getting to me the most about this is the fact that who I really love doesn't get the chance.
YOU got the fucking chance.
It's almost like I fucking blew it and can't take it back.
And that's what I hate you for.
I hate your motherfucking guts for that.
I can forgive you for ALMOST everything else...but not for that.
I don't want you to get off the fucking hook for that.
If you're looking "clear your conscience" then forget.
I honestly don't believe that you deserve that much.
For once in my life, I actually really regret something and I haven't been able to see that until now.
I want to take back what I gave away in foolishness, yes, foolishness.
I want it back.
I was trained/fooled into thinking that you were the way things were supposed to be done.
That's what I honestly believe.
But now it's so different.
I see how things are really supposed to be.
I see how I'm supposed to be treated and what I'm supposed to expect.
The funny thing is, I knew how I wanted to be treated long ago, I just thought that is was all bullshit though because I really thought that you were just it.
Nothing more....just it.
Well,
Here's a royal FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU for treating me like shit.
FUCK YOU for being greedy.
FUCK YOU for thinking that "we were right together".
FUCK YOU for not caring.
FUCK YOU for leading me down a path I shouldn't have been.
And FUCK YOU for making my day shitty.
Your hole's deeper than you think.
Thank you for fucking up my thinking.
Myspace is down and I had to say it because it's been bugging me all FUCKING day.
You'll actually probably see something similar to this later on tonight.
I think the thing that's been getting to me the most about this is the fact that who I really love doesn't get the chance.
YOU got the fucking chance.
It's almost like I fucking blew it and can't take it back.
And that's what I hate you for.
I hate your motherfucking guts for that.
I can forgive you for ALMOST everything else...but not for that.
I don't want you to get off the fucking hook for that.
If you're looking "clear your conscience" then forget.
I honestly don't believe that you deserve that much.
For once in my life, I actually really regret something and I haven't been able to see that until now.
I want to take back what I gave away in foolishness, yes, foolishness.
I want it back.
I was trained/fooled into thinking that you were the way things were supposed to be done.
That's what I honestly believe.
But now it's so different.
I see how things are really supposed to be.
I see how I'm supposed to be treated and what I'm supposed to expect.
The funny thing is, I knew how I wanted to be treated long ago, I just thought that is was all bullshit though because I really thought that you were just it.
Nothing more....just it.
Well,
Here's a royal FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU for treating me like shit.
FUCK YOU for being greedy.
FUCK YOU for thinking that "we were right together".
FUCK YOU for not caring.
FUCK YOU for leading me down a path I shouldn't have been.
And FUCK YOU for making my day shitty.
Your hole's deeper than you think.
Thank you for fucking up my thinking.