never did explain
I forgot to explain myself from my last update so here it is. I am making an effort to change the way I look at life. A few weeks ago a friend said that "our group of friends can tend to be selfish..." Later on I thought more about it and decided that they are right. So I decided to stop trying to stop worrying about my life and focus on others. When they are happy so am I. I have now lost my train of thought so I am going to order some pokey sticks.