FYI
Last weekend we went away without the kids. A long 4 day weekend, hpoing it would be like a second honeymoon. WE had an okay time, but I wasn;t really into it. Hard to describe. No love left i think.
So .... Last night we separated!
Very painful, but I was the one instigating it this time. I decided!
not sure where my life will take me now.
Not even sure if it is the right decision, but I am tired of fighting, arguing, lack of trust, and on and on.
I don't think I have gotten past the bitterness from her telling me a year and a half ago that she wanted out and no longer loved me. Last night she professed her love for me and still feels we were meant to be soul mates.
We both had a good cry, held each, no bitterness, just the reality of things coming to an end after a long battle. Like two boxers, who have fought their hearts out, and neither ends up winning.
Now it is the kids we need to focus on.
And I need a really good lawyer. Based on research I have done to date, this is going to financially kill me.
Hope everyone is having a good weekend
So .... Last night we separated!
Very painful, but I was the one instigating it this time. I decided!
not sure where my life will take me now.
Not even sure if it is the right decision, but I am tired of fighting, arguing, lack of trust, and on and on.
I don't think I have gotten past the bitterness from her telling me a year and a half ago that she wanted out and no longer loved me. Last night she professed her love for me and still feels we were meant to be soul mates.
We both had a good cry, held each, no bitterness, just the reality of things coming to an end after a long battle. Like two boxers, who have fought their hearts out, and neither ends up winning.
Now it is the kids we need to focus on.
And I need a really good lawyer. Based on research I have done to date, this is going to financially kill me.
Hope everyone is having a good weekend