May 29, 2006 13:13
i love gregorian chants but i only play them when im feeling down, or if i play them and im not down, it makes me down. but im already down and its the only music i would want to listen to now.
i put a virus on my computer and so im gonna reformat it.
i have a cold.
i got myself into a situation where im gonna get hurt, i thought i would never do that again, especially with what happened the last time it happened.
i want to get out of here, away from people but i cant run away from myself but i guess thats what i really want to do.
people really shouldnt fuck with my head, especially since im already confused and dont know what i believe in, if you fuck with me it only makes me more confused and i start acting strangely and i think i actually start acting like im a little kid again. it also makes me think that things are all gonna end up badly involving me.
i think im gonna go rent some john cusack movies at blockbuster.