She wants to go home, but nobody's home...
Tonight was the June show. It went smoothly I suppose. I miss Chappell...he's in Spain for another month or so. There's a song by Avril that reminds me of him and I:
Let's talk this over, it's not like we're dead.
Was it something I did? Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging, in a city so dead.
I'm held up so high, on such a breakable thread.
You were all the things I thought I knew,
and all I thought we could be...
You were everything, everything that I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending, so much for my
happy ending.
You've got your dumb friends, I know what they say.
They tell you I'm difficult, but so are they.
But they don't know me, do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me, all the shit that you do.You were all the things I thought I knew,
and all I thought we could be...
You were everything, everything that I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending, so much for my
happy ending.
It's nice to know that you were there,
thanks for acting like you cared,
and making me feel like I was the only one.
It's nice to know we had it all,
thanks for watching as I fall,
and letting me know that we are done.
He was everything, everything that I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending, so much for my
happy ending.
I wonder where him and I would be if Chris and Lydia hadn't fucked things over...I guess I'll never know. Have you ever looked back on a memory and wish you had realized that that was the last time you would kiss a person...or hear "I love you" come out of their mouth? Well, things are different now...I need to focus on the present...not my past.
Let's talk this over, it's not like we're dead.
Was it something I did? Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging, in a city so dead.
I'm held up so high, on such a breakable thread.
You were all the things I thought I knew,
and all I thought we could be...
You were everything, everything that I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending, so much for my
happy ending.
You've got your dumb friends, I know what they say.
They tell you I'm difficult, but so are they.
But they don't know me, do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me, all the shit that you do.You were all the things I thought I knew,
and all I thought we could be...
You were everything, everything that I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending, so much for my
happy ending.
It's nice to know that you were there,
thanks for acting like you cared,
and making me feel like I was the only one.
It's nice to know we had it all,
thanks for watching as I fall,
and letting me know that we are done.
He was everything, everything that I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending, so much for my
happy ending.
I wonder where him and I would be if Chris and Lydia hadn't fucked things over...I guess I'll never know. Have you ever looked back on a memory and wish you had realized that that was the last time you would kiss a person...or hear "I love you" come out of their mouth? Well, things are different now...I need to focus on the present...not my past.