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Feb 22, 2010 11:50


Today is bad on so many levels.
Low levels, though.
I'm just not used to having bad days.
Usually I just sail right on by.
But I suppose I've got to have a bad day
here and there to balance out my
oh-so-good life.
Seriously, I'm so high on life.
I'm not even trying to be cheesy,
that's just how I feel.
I have no goals, no direction;
I'm just living. Like a red panda at the zoo.
Only, I get twice as many branches to hang from.
Twice as much food. Twice as much love and affection.
It's nice. To not care.
I don't know where I'll end up next. And I like that.
What's so fun about life when all is predictable?
Who wants a calendar life? Not I, no sir.

But today feels like a cold Spring morning.
And the past few days have felt like straight up Spring.
It's a nice change.
And it's strange, 'cause every time a new season starts
I go into this like, deja vu coma.
Everything that happened that same time last year
suddenly comes back to me.
I can smell it all. Taste it. Feel it. Like I'm there.

In other news...
I've been living my life with one giant headache.
I should probably go to a neurologist or something.

Also, I'm wondering if I should get a formspring
like everyone else.
I actually think I signed up for one about a year ago
and never did anything with it.
It just makes me wonder... how many people would
even bother to ask me a question.
I mean, seriously, there's not that many people
in this world that care enough.

Until next time.
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