I hate this time of year. I start getting really down and thinking way too much about you know who. I am stuck laying awake tonight thinking about her. I don't have time, nor can I afford to let it slow me down right now, and it'll have to wait. But I really miss her, and I can't believe its been almost 4 years.....FOUR YEARS!!! Thats craziness. I don't know why I am typing this, most likely to get it off my chest a little. I think thats the only way I can get through the rest of this semester without falling apart.....well, I am gonna try to get back to bed here real soon.....so I sign out now.