Mar 29, 2010 00:10
I don't know what to do anymore after last night and the last 8 days.
Girl I have a mild interest in stabbed friends in the back due to the coersion of others stating that she was being used for her money. Which is untrue because what are they keeping her for if they're doing nothing but drinking all the time on her dime.
Another bitch told me a couple months ago that she couldn't afford to have a relationship because of school and work. I accepted that while biting my tongue. She calls me and tells me that shes has a boyfriend a few days back and that she'll introduce us when we meet. Fucking liar.
I do have a promonant one, but is it going to be worth it if she's leaving to Virginia at the end of the year?
My ex came up in conversation last night with Daddy. I wear a ring that I swore to her that I loved her. I still do. She's the only one I've loved this much. She's going through some serious pain with fome reconstruction on her teeth... and I jes wish I could be with her comforting her through the pain.
I jes got an offer to move in with someone....in Tennessee. Unless things work out with the promonant one and go to Virginia. But, I honestly think in my heart... if I can't be with the woman I truely,deeply am in love with, then I will jes go and get away from the state of California.
If I find a new love... then so be it. I will always be in love with her.
I've met many a persons, and all have had someone that they have been in love with and have either married them or lost them. We all have that one...