illustrate the destruction
so i pulled my back out the other day at work real bad and it's killing me. but i got vicodin and motrin to help with the pain. and some whiskey to help wash it down ::evil grin::
got my car towed away too at a sobriety check point for driving on a suspended license. yes! I knew it was gonna happen. and yet even though i'm boned on a a ride to work and anywhere, i feel proud. hey, i'm ruining my life here... and it's going to plan. so i may either have some hefty fines and probation or jail time.
look, i had forseen events over the last 8 months starting 9 months ago.so far majority of them have happened. now it's a matter of the out come of 2 court dates now. ::devil horns:: GO ME!
there's something in my head that told me these were gonna happen, and did I listen? yes and no. yes because i knew it was true, and no because i wanted to deny them.
that's the way the cracker gets smashed.
so i'm a bit buzzed now and i'm drinking whiskey. why? jes because i can and i will.
there are many who care... but show they don't.
they say they will be here... and they're not.
if someone is so concerned about my well being, why don't you come visit me and talk to me. beat the truth out of me.
i show concern when i know i can, but i can't seem to get past my own thoughts.
especially when signs keep me in this zone of knowing what will happen and what is going on.
the signs are there, and they aren't leading me astray. i want to drown but my head is still above water and i'm not paddling.
my back hurts... i need more vicodin
got my car towed away too at a sobriety check point for driving on a suspended license. yes! I knew it was gonna happen. and yet even though i'm boned on a a ride to work and anywhere, i feel proud. hey, i'm ruining my life here... and it's going to plan. so i may either have some hefty fines and probation or jail time.
look, i had forseen events over the last 8 months starting 9 months ago.so far majority of them have happened. now it's a matter of the out come of 2 court dates now. ::devil horns:: GO ME!
there's something in my head that told me these were gonna happen, and did I listen? yes and no. yes because i knew it was true, and no because i wanted to deny them.
that's the way the cracker gets smashed.
so i'm a bit buzzed now and i'm drinking whiskey. why? jes because i can and i will.
there are many who care... but show they don't.
they say they will be here... and they're not.
if someone is so concerned about my well being, why don't you come visit me and talk to me. beat the truth out of me.
i show concern when i know i can, but i can't seem to get past my own thoughts.
especially when signs keep me in this zone of knowing what will happen and what is going on.
the signs are there, and they aren't leading me astray. i want to drown but my head is still above water and i'm not paddling.
my back hurts... i need more vicodin