surround in gray
so where the hell have i been on this. fucking hell. I guess there isn't much to really say since i tend to talk to everyone off of this accursed invention we call the interweb.
Anyhow, i'm pretty stable... pfhbbt, yeah riight, i'd be the biggest fucking liar saying that. Being stable, what kind of bullshit am I trying to tell everyone.
::sigh:: My head is still full of shit and tapioca pudding... yeah, nothing new there. CAN I PLEASE AT LEAST TURN DOWN THE VOLUME!! It's obvious i ain't gonna be able to turn it off, so let's lower loudness at least. don't wanna feel like i'm at a slipknot concert right next to the speakers in the forum. Piss on that.
Well... if you're 555 i'm 666
if you're 555 i'm 666
if you're 555 i went out on 6/6/06 and had a goddamn of a time! Went to Hex in Hollywood only to see my dear friends Don Henrie and Assassin. Not only that but ended up running into my friends Quinn, my favorite waiter in the world Phil, and someone else i forgot her name (oops), and a couple of friends from Haunt. Damn it was a good night... even had my pics taken for some of the website. Of course, it's a matter of when they go up. I wanna see them. Cuz i really didn't get as many pics as i wanted to with my camera. And HOLY SHIT, i met two of the hottest girls in the world... they were british... fucking hell slap my silly and fuck me stupid. Of course me, all i got was their picture, no names no numbers. Talk about being drunk in Hollywood. Hey I had a 5th of JD before even getting there. Then had one beer and a whole bunch of Crown Royal that Assassin snuck in.
On top of that, I met the Reverand Tommy Gunn who is the ringleader of a macabre troup. Pretty cool shit i must say. Upon meeting and introducing myself to him, who knew who I was, only because of my bestest friend in the world telling him about me. Well they work together what the hell else am I supposed to do? And i wil say this, if you know the good Reverand, then you'll know what I mean by it was a $5 dollars well spent for entertainment. But, I know none of you know what the fuck that means. so HA!
But to what makes me sad and so so sad that the tears have been so heavy. Is hat realizing that true love isn't dead. That everything does fall into place in strange ways wether it be physical or spiritual or cosmic or metaphorical.... it is still there. It only dies in those who shut themselves off because it's a natural reaction or the need to. You don't see this atom bomb comming, but when it hits... it fries the body to the heart. And every time there's an attempt to blink, it jes emits one more tear. The sleepless nights, waking up drenched in sweat, whatever it is.... it's because something lies dormant for so long that when it wants to come out... it's either shoved back in further than before, or finally it's let out. Of course sometimes there is distance between that cannot be avoided, and that distance is either physical or metaphorical. It's really a matter of will to conquer it and feel. I know that it's here with me right now... but it's presence will not be felt for quite some time. So I stay patient.
And here i am typing this when I should be finishing up shit for the event tomorrow. goddamn.. i can be so easily side tracked. i better get back on the ball... champs got a title to defend
-pill
This is the way the surface cracks
Leaking through
Spreading a new infection
Calling to hope again
I think it's what I've read
The forth comming of a comming down
It's not destroyed
The presance of what we are
Stands determined
And it begins to turn
And it begins to grind
The quicker it's built down
The slower it falls up
why is it surrounded in gray
Pieces of the pretend
Another puzzled mystery
An enigma riddled in shame
Spoken by a gypsy fae
Mind games stage the pranks
The pranks do more than tricks
It's mind bending
And it begins to turn
And it begins to grin
The quicker it's built down
the slower it falls up
why is it surrounded in gray
Surround around too
The gray is jes a blanket
keeping warm
Anyhow, i'm pretty stable... pfhbbt, yeah riight, i'd be the biggest fucking liar saying that. Being stable, what kind of bullshit am I trying to tell everyone.
::sigh:: My head is still full of shit and tapioca pudding... yeah, nothing new there. CAN I PLEASE AT LEAST TURN DOWN THE VOLUME!! It's obvious i ain't gonna be able to turn it off, so let's lower loudness at least. don't wanna feel like i'm at a slipknot concert right next to the speakers in the forum. Piss on that.
Well... if you're 555 i'm 666
if you're 555 i'm 666
if you're 555 i went out on 6/6/06 and had a goddamn of a time! Went to Hex in Hollywood only to see my dear friends Don Henrie and Assassin. Not only that but ended up running into my friends Quinn, my favorite waiter in the world Phil, and someone else i forgot her name (oops), and a couple of friends from Haunt. Damn it was a good night... even had my pics taken for some of the website. Of course, it's a matter of when they go up. I wanna see them. Cuz i really didn't get as many pics as i wanted to with my camera. And HOLY SHIT, i met two of the hottest girls in the world... they were british... fucking hell slap my silly and fuck me stupid. Of course me, all i got was their picture, no names no numbers. Talk about being drunk in Hollywood. Hey I had a 5th of JD before even getting there. Then had one beer and a whole bunch of Crown Royal that Assassin snuck in.
On top of that, I met the Reverand Tommy Gunn who is the ringleader of a macabre troup. Pretty cool shit i must say. Upon meeting and introducing myself to him, who knew who I was, only because of my bestest friend in the world telling him about me. Well they work together what the hell else am I supposed to do? And i wil say this, if you know the good Reverand, then you'll know what I mean by it was a $5 dollars well spent for entertainment. But, I know none of you know what the fuck that means. so HA!
But to what makes me sad and so so sad that the tears have been so heavy. Is hat realizing that true love isn't dead. That everything does fall into place in strange ways wether it be physical or spiritual or cosmic or metaphorical.... it is still there. It only dies in those who shut themselves off because it's a natural reaction or the need to. You don't see this atom bomb comming, but when it hits... it fries the body to the heart. And every time there's an attempt to blink, it jes emits one more tear. The sleepless nights, waking up drenched in sweat, whatever it is.... it's because something lies dormant for so long that when it wants to come out... it's either shoved back in further than before, or finally it's let out. Of course sometimes there is distance between that cannot be avoided, and that distance is either physical or metaphorical. It's really a matter of will to conquer it and feel. I know that it's here with me right now... but it's presence will not be felt for quite some time. So I stay patient.
And here i am typing this when I should be finishing up shit for the event tomorrow. goddamn.. i can be so easily side tracked. i better get back on the ball... champs got a title to defend
-pill
This is the way the surface cracks
Leaking through
Spreading a new infection
Calling to hope again
I think it's what I've read
The forth comming of a comming down
It's not destroyed
The presance of what we are
Stands determined
And it begins to turn
And it begins to grind
The quicker it's built down
The slower it falls up
why is it surrounded in gray
Pieces of the pretend
Another puzzled mystery
An enigma riddled in shame
Spoken by a gypsy fae
Mind games stage the pranks
The pranks do more than tricks
It's mind bending
And it begins to turn
And it begins to grin
The quicker it's built down
the slower it falls up
why is it surrounded in gray
Surround around too
The gray is jes a blanket
keeping warm