(wake up your mind) Abandoned

[pilleightysixmg]

Bite the hand the feeds
Despise everything you never wanted
Pushed your mind to the back of your head
Jes so you won't feel the trama
of your skull first dive

Still amidst, mind is a mess
Shove it all inside
you're pathetically depressed
why? You're still a fuckn' kid
close your eyes and wake up your mind

Amongst the chaos you sleep
An uneasy slumber
Believe all around is not real
YOU FAKE! All you do is bring pain
peacfully hollow I welcome it with my arms
my heart, cut wide open

Here to stay
Liar and a hypocrit
Is the joke on me?
Abandoned, in the way you hated
I was treated

Sitting in the rian
it ain't the same
my stomach aches
my brain slaves
go away

so full of hurtful laughter
it all still matters
this is witchcraft
give a god damn
it drives me mad

No one should ever understand
the rain is painful, this isn't right
a migrain that won't leave me be
It's because you had to let me see

Slumber, in the chaos
you say you thrive
but you are on the verge of dying
without even begining to try

Here to stay
Liar and a hypocrit
Is the joke on me?
Abandoned, in the way you hated
I was treated