exit unfair
you would think i would be used to having my friends leave me all the time.
but i am not.
and im feeling so much pain lately.
i think i just have way to much love in my heart.
i cant stop crying lately. the slightest things just bring me to tears.
everyone i love either abandons or leaves me.
i can deal with it anymore.
i dont want to be alone.
but i cant keep people here...
i am guess a little part of me is jealous that they are breaking free and making something of themselves.
i am so scared of being stuck here. forever.
i was going to apply for a job but i picked up my phone and started crying.
i dont know.
i just need to get out and escape.
but i am stuck.
i am always fucking stuck.
but i am not.
and im feeling so much pain lately.
i think i just have way to much love in my heart.
i cant stop crying lately. the slightest things just bring me to tears.
everyone i love either abandons or leaves me.
i can deal with it anymore.
i dont want to be alone.
but i cant keep people here...
i am guess a little part of me is jealous that they are breaking free and making something of themselves.
i am so scared of being stuck here. forever.
i was going to apply for a job but i picked up my phone and started crying.
i dont know.
i just need to get out and escape.
but i am stuck.
i am always fucking stuck.