Feb 07, 2005 00:46
i think after spending so long trying to get to know this person who inhabits my skin, i'm finally really tired of being scared of who i am. i think i'm actually okay with just being wary of me, and not letting it censure everything i think and condemn everything i do. and really, there's not much left that i'm scared of.
so, in the vein of taking my own advice for a change, no holding back, no holding my tongue. even when my overdeveloped supereo wangles me into doing so.
[shudder] come to think of it, i hope no part of me ever wangles me into doing anything. it just sounds...autoerotic and dirty. i think i need to go take a shower to wash the wangle off of me.