wow.
I just got back from seeing tristan and isolde and it is now one of my favorite movies ever. So, so beautiful. So, so good. Almost made me cry. On that note, I feel like I'm getting control over my emotions back, which I haven't had since that goddamn birth control. It's nice going to a movie and realizing you can appreciate it without actually tearing up. Also nice that life doesn't do that to me anymore. I feel like I'm getting stronger, which is a good thing. Keep it up me.
I had a dream a few nights ago that I was dating this guy... FROM THE FUTURE!!! lol. No, really, it was cool. He was super hot. My dream guy, which some of you know what he looks like, but some don't. Black hair, green eyes. Wow, what a body. He started off thin when I started dating him, then got progressively more built as time went on. I'm talking muscle, not fat. By the end of the dream, I almost didn't want to date him he was so muscly. Anyway, in this dream, we were dating, cuddling, doing things with all of you, and running away from the ever present evil that exists but is always unseen in my dreams. And we ended up going back to the future, but we went back in this red sort of wagon that you see kids riding in, although it was adult size. It had leather seats. Getting fancy. We went to the future by rolling ourselves down a hill. Lol. Oh, god, but he was fine. Hopefully, it's a sign that I'll be with that dream guy soon. Everyone wish for me.
I'm thinking of all of you and wishing for the best. As you know, some of you are hurting, some are just covered in crap, and some of you are happy. I hope for that happiness to spread until it reaches every corner of your hearts and plants willows that grow intertwined and then disappear. If you want to understand that, watch the movie. It rocks. Ttyl. Love ya.
I had a dream a few nights ago that I was dating this guy... FROM THE FUTURE!!! lol. No, really, it was cool. He was super hot. My dream guy, which some of you know what he looks like, but some don't. Black hair, green eyes. Wow, what a body. He started off thin when I started dating him, then got progressively more built as time went on. I'm talking muscle, not fat. By the end of the dream, I almost didn't want to date him he was so muscly. Anyway, in this dream, we were dating, cuddling, doing things with all of you, and running away from the ever present evil that exists but is always unseen in my dreams. And we ended up going back to the future, but we went back in this red sort of wagon that you see kids riding in, although it was adult size. It had leather seats. Getting fancy. We went to the future by rolling ourselves down a hill. Lol. Oh, god, but he was fine. Hopefully, it's a sign that I'll be with that dream guy soon. Everyone wish for me.
I'm thinking of all of you and wishing for the best. As you know, some of you are hurting, some are just covered in crap, and some of you are happy. I hope for that happiness to spread until it reaches every corner of your hearts and plants willows that grow intertwined and then disappear. If you want to understand that, watch the movie. It rocks. Ttyl. Love ya.