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so, yeah, I hate feelings. Sometimes, I wish I could just live without feeling things and being affected by them. They suck. Everything is changing, but some things remain the same. I just wish I could find someone that wants me enough to forget past possibly bad experiences and actually love me like I love them. I'm capable of giving my heart completely. I know that. Wish I found someone I could give that to. It seems like the people I love don't love me back. The people who love me I can't imagine getting romantically entangled with. Wish it would work both ways for once. Or that you actually realized that I'm willing to do anything for you, go with you where ever you end up, and love you for the rest of your life. But, you're a guy, so I'm not gonna hold my breath. I still love you, though.
How far do I have to go
to make you understand?
I wanna make this work so much it hurts,
but I just can't
keep on giving,
go on living with the way things are.
So I'm gonna walk away,
And it's up to you to say,
how far.
How far do I have to go
to make you understand?
I wanna make this work so much it hurts,
but I just can't
keep on giving,
go on living with the way things are.
So I'm gonna walk away,
And it's up to you to say,
how far.