you took my breathe away and never gave it back.
this entry i can already tell will be all mixed up and disorganized... maybe not. thanksgiving i thought sucked. just because it was so awkward seeing my family that hasn't talked to my family for 2 years and i can't decide whether i was happy or upset to see them. may seem mean but if you all knew what had happened in the last 2 years you'd understand. so this break has been really weird. yesterday i went to the mall and that was just chaos and... then my cousins came over and that was really fun but then i got sick and i fell asleep and today i babysat for 6 hours. that was something....anyways. im so like confused about everything and it sucks so bad.i give up on guys i have better things to do and sit around and play games i give up on everything actually. i've been in a weird mood today to and idk why. im upset at so many things and i guess im just at my boiling point. it just sucks. but things will hopefully be better. well im talking to Kile and he is just making me so happy b.c i love that kid more than anything :D
-pilar
-pilar