Sep 25, 2004 23:49
so i semi updated earliere. but i figured . its 11:49 and i have nothing to do. so this weekend wasnt too good but whatever =/. FRIDAY: went to the mall with tori and john and then that was soooo boring. but then the alarm wouldnt turn off on the car so shawn(my buddy!!) came and picked us up and then my brother and nick went and tried to get the alarm to un-alarm itself(uhh) so then john(my brother) calls my dad and then they were at the mall parking lot till like 1:30 .. IN THE MORNING!! so then my dad ripped the alarm out of the car b.c it was pissing him off. so ya..that was eventful. so since i didnt go to bed until like 2 i woke up today at 11. and then tori and i took tim swimming. ughhhh. and then we had lunch=) and then tatum and i WERE going to get together but i got sick =( but BEFORE that. i made cookies for nick. b.c he is like my brother and hes so nice and fun. and thenn.. uhhh i was feeling bit bettter. better enough to go on a bike ride with my family. and it was pleasant. it was so nice out and i felt like i totally cleared my head and ahh it was awesome. so then we all came home and i read a 380 page book in 3 hours. talk about dedication =D and now im online. (geez i have no life.) and im talking to shawn. b.c he makes me happy. and hes one of my best friends and i love him like a brother. b.c hes been there for me =) and im listening to Jewel. for some strange unknown reason. but anyways. tomorrow is sunday... greeeat. but im excited for school. b.c i get to see my love tatum. and all my other friends. welllll. im going to go and talk to shawn b.c we are going to stay up ALLLL night and chit chat. (ya i know you all envy that =D ) hehe. ok well PLEASE feel free to comment. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. they make me so happy. alright..salut =D
:I hate you, I love you
Leave, please
Don't go away
Can't decide if
I like your face
Or if I wish
It would stray
You're a child but
You're malicious
You're sweet but
Don't remember my name
And heads you win
And tails I'm lost
And love equals pain
I am drifting
Without an anchor
Through your ambigous region
A strange continent
Immune to all reason
And I'm flattered by
Your grey matter
Inside my skin
I feel your tongue
Telling me I'm dirty
And licking my bones
A surge against silence
A knife across a plate
Makes the sound
Of need on hate
I am drifting
Without an anchor
Through your ambigous region
A strange continent
Immune to all reason
And I'm flattered by
Your grey matter
And I do not understand
Why a woman can't
Just love a man
You're amusing
You're a real cool show
With your meat hooks
And barbed wire carnival
You got glitter in your pocket
You got mothballs in your soul
From too many false teeth
And greasy flash bulbs
I am drifting
Without an anchor
Through your ambigous region
A strange continent
Immune to all reason
And I'm flattered by
Your grey matter
I love you
I hate you