i really wish i got to say goodbye

[pilar_of_faith]

so i havent updated since.... idk when. but this week has gone by SO fast. seriously WHERE DOES THE TIME GO?!!! woah. they changed the update page on me. damn the LJ people =) well high school is a lot of fun. more fun than i would have thought. i love all my friends =) and me & tatum have been hanging out a lot and i love her OH so very mch =) shes my little girlfriend. lol. soo. some bad things have been going on. my aunt is really sick but her % of dying has gone down. which is good just the hospital effed her up so now they are looking at a major law suit. haha done mess with my family =) yupp. so that has kind of had me down in the dumps. just kind of gloomy. but i had a REAL good dream last night =D but i wont share. i cant wait for fall break =D im going to do something fun.. i'll be sure of it. well this weekend looks pretty blank but i dont know if i really want to do anything with anyone. i think tori and i might go to the St.Marys football game that shal be fun. so many hotties.=D.but i dont know if John will like that. whatever. hes mean anyways. haha ok so i feel like im talking to myself. hehhee. so
Salut!

:: 49 hours and 46 min. to go but whose counting I just thought I'd let you know I filled my head with your voice and now I'm drowning I wrote this song for you You can stay tonight and make everything alright you can hold me and tell me that your right tell me whats it like to be alone and we had this down unlike everybody I'll spend a million nights just like tonight you know I screamed your name at the sky until I lost my voice I'd give my life for you