theres no explanation for the way i feel

[pilar_of_faith]

so last night was the football game. it was alright. it was SO HOT though. omgsh i was going to DIE. and then tori and some other chicas went and saw Vanity fair. seriously wtf is it about? i mean Reese Witherspoon kind of plays a little gold digger/whore/prostitute. lol Alyssa and i thought of that and then George was SO HOT IN THAT MOVIE. HOLY HELL. I have a new Love. but i still love Ryan and _____ and _____ =) ok well thats pretty much it. tonight shawn tori and i are going to hang. the wonderful trio. we might drive to flagstaff for no reason. haha. =) ok well i was looking at some lyrics by my favorite band EVER .. not not the format but another on and this song describes my friends and stuff so well. like the lies, backstabbing. and what not.. anyways.

ciao.

Feelin' sorry for the things I did to you
Was it my fault, did I fail?
Apologizing for never coming through
Separate ways have come
Again we've reached goodbye
You took your path
As I chose mine

When all my friends have changed
I'll look to myself
I don't care
I'll make it on my own (on my own)

And the anger in your words
Frustration in your speech
They tell me how you're out of reach
And you pretend that you don't care
It seems we're at our last goodbye

When all my friends have changed
I'll look to myself
I don't care
I'll make it on my own (when all my friends have changed)

Feelin' sorry for the things I did to you
Was it my fault did I fail?
Apologizing for never coming
When all my friends have changed
I'll look to myself soughting for and goodbye
When all my friends have changed