Jan 24, 2006 10:52
...having one of those low self confidence days. this journal is ugly and stuff, and ...it makes me upset. I need to do something to it. so now it's just waiting for me to get unlazy and change around colors and stuff. ugh. I feel really crappy, but hey, math midterm is done! Yeey~ I don't know if it's just me that seems to feel jealousy alot. Perhaps I'm just more prone to things like that and low self confidence. Luckily I'm not like that most of the time. *goes to draw*
I feel like I'm so immature and subpar and all that.
I also feel like most of my journal comes off as emo rants. Maybe thats cause I mainly use it when I feel crappy?
UGH SELF CONFIDENCE WHERE ARE YOUUU.
Edit: why the hell did the last half of my emoticon get cut off? WHAT IS THIS? *grumpy*
Edit 2 because I'm forgetful: oh yeah. I ordered my cds last week. I'm checking on them daily, they haven't left Japan yet.