things that make me extremely anxious.
Okay, has anyone else ever felt like this? D:
well, Its a proven fact that I tend to get along with people older than me better than my age (freshmen.) Well, when I meet someone (older than myself) and feel like I want to be their friend, I'll talk to them for a while before I start wondering: "do they want to be MY friend, do they take me seriously?" And.. it spirals cause well, I'd feel awfully weird saying to them "Hey, do you think of me as a friend? :D" You know. It causes a HELL of a lot of anxiety for me, and I never know what to do to make myself calm. Of course there is always the possibility that I'm just being myself... (over sensitive. very much so. D: ) No one to really talk to it about right now, so I decided to rant a bit about it. Currently this situation is applying to about 5 people, and a group of people @_@;; thats what makes it all the more nervewracking.
anyway. yeah. thats whats on my mind right now. ._.
oh. note the new icon. inspired to outdo someone, so I made a whole set. X3 (not finished yet, I have like... 4? 5? done.)
well, Its a proven fact that I tend to get along with people older than me better than my age (freshmen.) Well, when I meet someone (older than myself) and feel like I want to be their friend, I'll talk to them for a while before I start wondering: "do they want to be MY friend, do they take me seriously?" And.. it spirals cause well, I'd feel awfully weird saying to them "Hey, do you think of me as a friend? :D" You know. It causes a HELL of a lot of anxiety for me, and I never know what to do to make myself calm. Of course there is always the possibility that I'm just being myself... (over sensitive. very much so. D: ) No one to really talk to it about right now, so I decided to rant a bit about it. Currently this situation is applying to about 5 people, and a group of people @_@;; thats what makes it all the more nervewracking.
anyway. yeah. thats whats on my mind right now. ._.
oh. note the new icon. inspired to outdo someone, so I made a whole set. X3 (not finished yet, I have like... 4? 5? done.)