NOSTALGIC
Man oh Man.... is this winter gonna be a hard one.... i dont even know how to express my longing for the past... last year was the best year i had ever known and only becuase of one person and that would be Jesse.... see the thing about him is that as freinds i loved him more then anything but my feelings for him was only freindsip and i think thats what hurts the worse is i loved him so much as a freind i thought dang... he'll be with me for a while but as soon as NMU graduation happend he left and not in abad way he left to make a future for himself, but it kills me he was like big brother but i was able to share more with him then i could my brother.... i loved his company and i love him.... and it kills me i dont even know what to do...