fireplace and schedulessnesss
Burn.
We had a nice evening on tuesday. We went with some friends to a little hut by the lake and made pancakes and fried corn and it was so nice. I am so happy I have tuesday evenings free. Otherwise I´m back stuck in the reverse or how do you say upsidedown timetable. I work when others are free and I almost never see my boyfriend and friends. I also have troubles eating. I don´t simply know when to eat. Now for example I woke up at nine and drank coffee and then I´ve been working on the compu for..three hours and now I should be soon of to work and...I am frustrated I have lost notion of time and what I do. I go hungry for hours and hours and then eat at night and never cook on my own. I want to have or realise I have time for baking bread in the morning and cooking at least once a good big soup I can eat all week long.
And another thing. I can´t make timetables for sports in my life. I have freetime. I do. It´s just I never feel like THIS is the time to do sporting/cooking/eating/cleaning.
Could someone come and organise my life so my hair and nails won´t fall out cause I have no vitamines in my body?
"I´ll settle for a cup of coffee..."
We had a nice evening on tuesday. We went with some friends to a little hut by the lake and made pancakes and fried corn and it was so nice. I am so happy I have tuesday evenings free. Otherwise I´m back stuck in the reverse or how do you say upsidedown timetable. I work when others are free and I almost never see my boyfriend and friends. I also have troubles eating. I don´t simply know when to eat. Now for example I woke up at nine and drank coffee and then I´ve been working on the compu for..three hours and now I should be soon of to work and...I am frustrated I have lost notion of time and what I do. I go hungry for hours and hours and then eat at night and never cook on my own. I want to have or realise I have time for baking bread in the morning and cooking at least once a good big soup I can eat all week long.
And another thing. I can´t make timetables for sports in my life. I have freetime. I do. It´s just I never feel like THIS is the time to do sporting/cooking/eating/cleaning.
Could someone come and organise my life so my hair and nails won´t fall out cause I have no vitamines in my body?
"I´ll settle for a cup of coffee..."