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i'm so confused....i just feel like my heart is gone and all i want in the entire world is for it to come back....yeah, that was a metaphor. lol, i feel like i'm pushing myself to far....i'm literally afraid of what i might be doing to myself....my emotions are running wild....i feel like my life is a movie that i'm watching....you know how you watch a movie and try to tell the characters what they should do? that's what i'm doing to myself....but it doesn't work....i'm stuck as a spectator....what should i do now?????????????