Nov 01, 2008 20:37
They danced together as the older boy whispered sweet nothings to him. Face flushed and with a heavy heart. The soothing melodies that played in the back ground set the table on which those words could sit on. Tegoshi captured every word that played out in the harsh, husky tone as they were whispered into his ear. He had never felt so close to the older boy; this was sad.
He sat down and stopped waltzing, tired of the string of melodies that continued to play. Tegoshi only wanted to hear those words, the words that the older boy was whispering to him.
"I'm sorry I was selfish, but I can't live without you…"
Words that Tegoshi has heard a million times but still believed. Words that made his heart race time and time again. Tegoshi blushed, stifling a giggle as he touched his arm. It felt very cold but the older boy’s voice never failed to warm him up.
“I'll never let you go, no matter what happens…”
Tegoshi knew he was guilty of the same. He smiled, silently assuring the older boy that it was okay to love him. And perhaps, that would make it okay for him to love the older boy too. He snuggled comfortably into the seat, closing his eyes gently to take in the older boy’s presence. The older boy continued to whisper to him, Tegoshi could hear the smile in his voice.
“Hold me tightly, don’t let me go.”
And so, Tegoshi held on. The music was playing harshly in the background. It was distracting but Tegoshi knew. He shut his eyes tighter now, not entirely ready, even though he knew. He knew what track was coming next.
“I hurt you with love, I loved you so much and I robbed you of your brilliant smile… “
Tegoshi wanted to cry but he held it in, sitting up on the couch.
“We loved each other, but we couldn't get over it. Maybe it was fate…”
Fate was cruel. Fate was too cruel indeed. Tegoshi sniffed as he opened his eyes.
“Ah, forgive me, Juliet…”
No one was there. No one would ever be there again. That fateful day, that took Yamashita Tomohisa away. It was all an accident, a careless driver and the careless victim. That fateful day was here again and so he danced. For yet another year, he will dance alone as he waits for the someone who could never come for him again.
A/N: All the conversations by “Yamapi” above are his song lyrics… The first line and second lines are from LOVE SONG. The third line is from Daite Senorita… And the last 3 lines are from Gomen ne Juliet. The order of the lyrics has been adjusted for the fic though, I hope you’ve enjoyed it ><;
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