wasted my september with you stuck up in my head

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i need to focus my time into accomplishing things that tangibly affect other people. it makes me feel better about myself, and more overall purpose in life. i feel i spent today well, and will finish it strong. i know i sound like some lame motivational speaker, or someone half-arsed baptist pastor, but i mean it. i am going to do something with my life, and only i can myself happy.
tonight will be more helping out with kids. i'm not really comfortable with it, but maybe that means it's right. putting me out of my comfort zone.
and then we will party afterwards.

so much for october
forget about it. it's over.
maybe i can get on with my life.

dave.