The most important thing*
Will I ever be the same person again?
I didnt nessicarly like being the cutie puppy person that k.c. thought was adorable but i never wanted to be a bully or an asshole. i guess i am a bit of it all. or was. we all change through time and from various tests. who will i be this time? maybe someone quite and timid.
* is that obviously i will/have to change into someone who k.c. still loves, even if she doesn't adore me. Though she may in time. who knows. it could take another year to get where we were a few days ago. im prepared to wait a life time. its worth it but most of all she is worth it.
I didnt nessicarly like being the cutie puppy person that k.c. thought was adorable but i never wanted to be a bully or an asshole. i guess i am a bit of it all. or was. we all change through time and from various tests. who will i be this time? maybe someone quite and timid.
* is that obviously i will/have to change into someone who k.c. still loves, even if she doesn't adore me. Though she may in time. who knows. it could take another year to get where we were a few days ago. im prepared to wait a life time. its worth it but most of all she is worth it.