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So I've managed to have quite the whirlwind of a week.
On the plus side:
I've gained the acceptance from my sister. She was really cool with it, considering her best friend is like me as well lol. I was always scared to tell her, but she was so cool with it. I also told Armellelin. I always thought she knew due to my posts, guess I was wrong! haha. <3 you both ;)
On the negative:
My sister asked if my parents knew. I told her, that if I ever got into a relationship with someone I would tell them. However she told me that they wouldn't react so positively to this. My mom's always been asking my sister if I'm going out with someone, but she would automatically assume it was a girl. Well, it's nice to know that I have your support (insert sarcasm here).
After that I had one of those rare break down moments. I kept thinking to myself, 'is being me the right thing?' It hurts to know that the people who raised you probably won't accept you for you. I had a really really miserable day.
This is where I need to apologize to Coolplainzilla.
Had I not been so emotional that day, I probably could have chilled with you guys. But somehow I managed to hang out with other people that day. So I just want to say sorry for being a flop of a friend.
I've been stressing out recently because I'm having issues with my new found life.
I'm gonna have another gay moment here and say that I'm having boy issues. Great.
I watched a movie with AM. And whether I'm just picking up the wrong signals or something, I dunno how to feel. We then hung out on the Friday (again, apologies to Coolplainzilla). He's just so comforting and flirtatious that I don't exactly want to jump the gun between us. Like dude, you're doing everything right, but whether you know it or not is GAH! so frustrating.
I'm having a fun time trying to sort my life out thanks.