Motivational Cycle

Jul 10, 2015 23:52

It didn't take too long to get there by bus. The place was hard to find. It's sort of close to the bus stop. Then I remembered a lot of hobbyists in my secret hobby started off with something costume related.I hoped I would hate the interview. I really really did. But that didn't happen. She seemed to like me, and we live in the same city. I admitted to riding the bus because usually that is a way to weed people out. The strange thing was she was a bus rider, and encouraged me to keep riding the bus. She was also interested that I sell things on ebay. I don't sell clothes. Which is funny since I'm so ready to throw in the towel with ebay. Too bad she didn't bring up the secret hobby. She was showing me some of the stuff she was working on. I think she might have gotten mad when I said the raver shirt reminded me of a mermaid. It was all sparkly like fish scales. I could see my Little Mermaid doll wearing that fabric as a fin. I don't want to get into the details until I know I have it because I know how it will end up. My parents will be mad at me for screwing up again. They will say things like. "Why did you take this? You are working for free!?" They will get mad at me because I applied for an internship. My scrawny resume needs something. Which after I thought about it might not even be legal. I'll need to look that up. I mean the particular way it is set up.

Then I went to the mall because I needed a bus pass. I was hungry, so I went to the McDonald's. I make sure to keep track of the deals. I got the $2.50 McDouble and small fries deal. The place was swarming with small children. So is that how kids spend their summer? In the mall? Or am I just old school? I mean younger than 7. I went to the Hot Topic, but there was nothing there I really wanted. Are they focusing more on collectibles now? I need some novelty shoelaces and would prefer to find them locally.

I was trying to talk to my mom on the phone. This whole city gets horrible reception for some reason. My calls are always getting dropped. Anyway while I trying to do that this lady gets mad because I'm taking up space on the sidewalk. Come on! Really!? I'm not bothering you. I'm just walking back to my apartment listening to Rockapella music. It reminded me of this blog I read about this guy who complains about being in a diner, and the various annoying people in it. That side walk is wide. Wide enough for us to both fit. And you shouldn't even be riding a bike on the sidewalk. What are you 12? She was way older than 12 years old. For me taking up too much space on the sidewalk and being slow or whatever her problem was. She kept stopping if she was in such a rush wouldn't she have kept going? Then I catch her stopped smoking a cigarette browsing on her smart phone. WTH!? Annoying bicycle lady?!

All my mom seems to be interested in is the pay, and the hours. I don't have the heart to tell her what I really did. I'm not gonna tell her anything more until I know for sure I have it or not.

They already think I'm gonna fail and I haven't even done anything; yet. Way to go hobbyists! You are a cheerful and motivational bunch.
Truthfully I wanna have all my shit together before I attempt anything, or I might end up being another embarrassment to the hobby like all the other horrible ones who fell by the wayside. That seems to be some of their vendettas. Maybe I need a more focused attempt? I'm upset and confused again.

fashion, food, shopping, employment

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