Had THE discussion on MSN with the boy...
Part of our conversation:
"Funeral says:
look, bottom line: I have no problem with you, your age, your appearance, or anything. I have been nothing but true to you, and what you offer me is pure serenity. When im with you I feel complete. It would be a real shame to let that go because you reach the silly conclusion that your not good enough for me and start pushing me away.
Funeral says:
I have no plans to break your heart, but if you push me to do so, i'm gonna have to walk away from anything we might have started"
He seems so sincere. And when he looks me in the eye and says he loves me - I FEEL it.
So am I just misreading things? Am I being paranoid because of what my ex did to me?
I LOVE Jaron. He is a familiar - whether I want him to be or not.
He is a piece of me. And that scares me more than anything.
I want him. Body and soul.
"Funeral says:
look, bottom line: I have no problem with you, your age, your appearance, or anything. I have been nothing but true to you, and what you offer me is pure serenity. When im with you I feel complete. It would be a real shame to let that go because you reach the silly conclusion that your not good enough for me and start pushing me away.
Funeral says:
I have no plans to break your heart, but if you push me to do so, i'm gonna have to walk away from anything we might have started"
He seems so sincere. And when he looks me in the eye and says he loves me - I FEEL it.
So am I just misreading things? Am I being paranoid because of what my ex did to me?
I LOVE Jaron. He is a familiar - whether I want him to be or not.
He is a piece of me. And that scares me more than anything.
I want him. Body and soul.