Dec 22, 2011 18:36
Chapter B:
He blinked his eyes once,twice and closed his eyes again still tried to gain his conscious but a softed,warm lips landed on his cheek”Morning”He owner of the lips said.But the lips still pressing on his cheek,HyukJae can felt the lips moved around his cheek he didn’t dare to open his eyes so he just pretend to slept.
“You are not good at lying you know”DongHae chuckled.
HyukJae’s face got red he slowly open his eyes,pulling the blanket up until it covered half of his face”Morning”He murmuring from under the blanket.
“What’s with the attitude?”DongHae tried to pulled the blanket away from HyukJae but the other held it tightly”Hyukkie!we make love last night,I have seen all of you”
Hearing this HyukJae yelp out loud”Can you-mmmmhhh”The next thing he knew DongHae’s lips already on him.
“Better now?”DongHae pecked his lips”Get some dress I have something for you”He got up from bed leaving HyukJae who still dazing in the bed.
HyukJae took his time,he got a dress,brushed his teeth even comb his hairs.When he got out from the bedroom,DongHae was sitting on the fur carpet near the Christmas tree in front of the fireplace”Come here”
HyukJae walked to DongHae’s direction just as he wanted to sat next to DongHae,the brunette pulled him to sat on his lap”Merry Christmas”DongHae gave a small green box to HyukJae.
“What is it?”
“Your Christmas present”
HyukJae shifted a bit so he can saw DongHae’s face”But,you said that we didn’t need to buy a present for each other,I didn’t prepare anything for you”
DongHae held HyukJae tight putting his chin on HyukJae’s shoulder”It’s not something big and I don’t need anything for you as long as you here with me”
A nother cliché,cheap cheesy words that always-always made HyukJae’s heart skip a beat.With a red face HyukJae opened the small box”It’s a key?”HyukJae asked confused.
DongHae smiled without saying anything he lifted HyukJae up carried him to his car somewhere.
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It was fifteen minutes trip to finally get into their destination,a big mansion on the top of the hill with the Seoul city view was in front of HyukJae right now.
“What are we doing in here?”HyukJae asked still too confused with the situation.
“Wanna see inside of the house?”
HyukJae gave a nod.
“Open the door”
“It won’t open”
“Use the key”
HyukJae let out the key from his pocket putting it on the key hole and the door open.DongHae took his hand leading him inside the mansion”Merry Christmas”He gave a sweet kissed on HyukJae’s lips right under the mistletoe that HyukJae didn’t knew it was hanging right above them.
“You like the present?”DongHae asked hands held HyukJae’s slowly caressing the back of HyukJae’s hands with his thumb.
And suddenly he realized what DongHae’s present was for him”This is too much,I shouldn’t-“
DongHae raised his finger to stopped HyukJae talking”Just answer me like it or not?”
HyukJae nodded his head slowly.
“Merry Christmas,Hyukkie”DongHae leaned his face closed to HyukJae’s eyes closed.
HyukJae smiled”Merry Christmas,Hae”He leaned to captured those lips in front of him
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“We can have breakfast at home”HyukJae was tried not to pouted but it was hard so he let his lower lips jutted out.After having some time at their new house DongHae took HyukJae breakfast at one of the diner in the city and of course paparazzi was there.
“Today is a special day,I don’t want to make you do all the house work today so we have breakfast in here”DongHae glanced to the big glass window seeing all the crazy crowd paparazzi in front of the diner”Ignore them,kay”He held HyukJae’s hand not the one under the table but the one on the table.
A times liked this that HyukJae believed that DongHae was already over with his past relationship and times liked this HyukJae didn’t wanted anything except this to be last forever,him and DongHae that’s more than enough.It made him believed that he was not just a boy toy for DongHae,
“Hyukkie”DongHae called his name after they ordered their breakfast”Give me a Christmas present too”
HyukJae nodded”What do you want?”
“Just answer my question”DongHae’s voiced was softed but a thick serious tone was also in there”Tell me about that guy”He stared right into HyukJae’s eyes”Who is he?”
It’s not a first time DongHae brought this topic to HyukJae,almost everyday he will asked about this to him.HyukJae can just spill the truth if he wanted but he decide he didn’t wanted to do that not now,there was this big speculation DongHae will threw him after he telling him the truth.But the bottom line was HyukJae didn’t wanted burden DongHae,he didn’t wanted to told the truth just to made DongHae stick around him cause he was feeling responsible for what he do to HyukJae.
“I….I..told you,I don’t know”He wanted to slipped out his hand from DongHae’s held but DongHae held was became more firmly when he knew HyukJae wanted to let go.
“Fine,you didn’t get his name how about his face?”
HyukJae shook his head.
“Anything that you remember?Please,just tell me about him as my present.Anything about him that you remember.”
“Can we please not to talk about this,I already told you over and over again I don’t remember and you kept pressing me to remember something that I don’t want to remembering about.How can you ask me for this kind of present!”HyukJae pull his hand from DongHae’s.He was sulking and he knew it he also knew that they little talked captured on the lens of the paparazzi but just like DongHae said ignore them.
DongHae sighed”I’m sorry”He once again took HyukJae’s hand and kissed the back of his hand”I promise this is the last time I talk about it”
And HyukJae had to hide his huge smiled under those pouted on his face,hiding his happiness all inside.
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It was after new year both HyukJae and DongHae already felt into their worked even though HyukJae didn’t had a tight schedule liked before because DongHae hate seeing HyukJae over worked and he like the idea of HyukJae being a housewife so now HyukJae stay often at home.
But it was one of the day when HyukJae had to do a photoshot for this magazine his hair stylist said”Do you know that Jessica was in here?”She said while do something with HyukJae’s hairs.
“Here?You mean at Seoul?”HyukJae put his cellphone down at the table he was kinda startled with the news.
When Jessica broke up with DongHae,she moved to London with his new boyfriend an old guy who had a big jewelry business.Never had in HyukJae’s mind that she will came back here again.
“Yes,but I heard she broke up with his old boyfriend”
“Oh”
Seeing HyukJae’s face was suddenly insecured the hair stylist confused”What’s wrong?Seriously she was nothing compare to you and I can see DongHae-ssi is really love you”
HyukJae only smiled a little”Love?It’s not love,I’m just his second hand”
A couple weeks later DongHae was acting weird he always came home late from work using the same excuse”Meeting”.One thing that made HyukJae suspicious was DongHae never eat dinner at home again cause even though he came home late he always ate dinner at home and everytime he came home he always kissed and hugged HyukJae but HyukJae can smelt the girl’s parfume coming from DongHae’s suit always a same scent of parfume.
HyukJae didn’t wanted to pointing his finger and said DongHae was cheating behind him with no other than Jessica,Until.
“Hey,baby”DongHae came home late again that night,he gave a light kissed on HyukJae’s forehead and HyukJae clearly can smelt that same scent of parfume.
HyukJae smiled”Dinner?”Even though he knew what DongHae’s answer was he still made him a dinner and still asking him,hoping he will eat his dinner.
“Sorry,I already eat.It’s not polite if you didn’t eat dinner with your business partner,sorry”He kissed HyukJae’s forehead again”I’ll take a shower and be in be office,you sleep first don’t wait for me”
HyukJe only nodded.
But a week after that DongHae came home late again with the same scent of the girl’s parfume all over him,didn’t eat his dinner and this time he brought home a huge dark mark on his neck.
“What is that?”HyukJae asked when DongHae came out from the bathroom with only a towel on his waist.
DongHae suddenly covered the dark mark on his neck with his hand”Oh,I eat seafood,I think I’m allergic”DongHae fastly wore his night shirt.
“Never knew you are allergic to seafood”But HyukJae didn’t missed the other dark marks on DongHae’s chest and abs”You should put something on that”Before DongHae saying anything he left their bedroom,HyukJae went to the laundry room he closed the door and took a deep breath.His not stupid he knew what happened not only DongHae met with Jessica behind his back now he also fuck with her too.He knew this was just about the time before DongHae kicked him out from his life and started with Jessica again,HyukJae leaned his back to the wall behind him closed his eyes tried to breath but all he got was a tears running down his face.
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HyukJae was washing a dishes that night,DongHae still didn’t coming home and he knew what he was doing out there.The phone suddenly rang HyukJae put down the dish that he held in his hand and walk to picked up the phone just as he wanted to reached the phone,the answering machine already took the phone.
“Hae~”Said the voiced on the other line.
HyukJae was startled,his eyes widening he knew this voiced so he just standing there beside the phone tried to listen what the other line wanted to said.
“I have fun tonight that was great,I know you said I shouldn’t call you at home but I called your cell you didn’t answer it and I guess is time for him to know that we are back together”
HyukJae knew exactly the”him”She was addressing to.
“You already promise to me to kick him out!you do it before I do that for you!I don’t care if people think you are in relationship with him!Like you said his just your boy toy get rid of him!I mean it!Call me,okey.Byee~”And the line went off just like that.
HyukJae was frozed in his place after he heard that,never knew DongHae was still into her.He thought DongHae was move on and all this time DongHae just consider him as a toy if DongHae wanted to get rid of him just said it in front of his face no needed to used this kind of way.
HyukJae delete the voiced mail from the phone just right the moment DongHae’s car entering their house.He went to the bedroom took his suitcase and started to put his clothes.
“I’m home,baby?”HyukJae can heard DongHae’s voiced inside the housed but he stay silent.
DongHae entering their bedroom”I’m home~”He hugged HyukJae from the back nuzzled his face on HyukJae’s neck but the other didn’t bother to said something to him,HyukJae just kept putting his clothes to his suitcase.
DongHae who realized HyukJae had been quiet”Something wrong?”And now he saw HyukJae putting all his clothes inside the big suitcase”Where are you going?”He stopped HyukJae just before he can put another clothes to the suitcase.
HyukJae wanted to spill everything out in front of DongHae’s face,he wanted to yelled at him for everything that he do and said behind his back but he realized DongHae would never care about that”I have a work to do”He put the clothes inside the suitcase.
“What?I never know about that?you didn’t tell me before?”
“I just got a phone call from manager-hyung he want me to go now”HyukJae said coldly.
“Where are you going?how long?”
“I don’t know,three days”That was the a spontaneous answer.
“I can’t let you go,let me call your manager”
“I don’t want to argue with you”HyukJae zipped his suitcase”I’m going”He said with his suitcase.
“Baby”DongHae blocked his way”Can I come with you?”
HyukJae wanted to laughed out loud,DongHae should be an actor instead of him.His acting was good he deserve a standing offesion for all his lie all the bullshit he said was always look real in HyukJae’s eyes”No”HyukJae pushed DongHae away.
“I take you to manager-hyung’s place,okey?”
“No,he already wait for me and you need to lock yourself up in you office to do your work!”He walked out from the housed ignoring DongHae’s voice calling his name.
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HyukJae was standing in front of the big wooden door,contemplating if he should knocked the door or not.But in the end he knocked the door waiting for it to be open,a face that he haven’t seen for a months showed up in front of him.
“Happy new year,I guess”HyukJae forced to smiled but tears leaked out from his eyes.
HeeChul pull him to his embraced kissing HyukJae’s tophead and months losing contact,the fight was all gone.
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HeeChul didn’t needed to asked what happen he knew it,he let HyukJae laid down on his bed cover him with a thick blanket,caressing his little brother hairs sometimes he will kissed HyukJae’s forehead or cheeks he missed his little brother so much.
“Hey”Hankyung came to the room with a glass of hot chocolate he put the glass on the bedside table”Need anything else?”He asked his wife.
HeeChul smiled”No,thank you”
“I’ll be on the next room”Hankyung kissed HeeChul’s cheek,he kneel down right next to HyukJae”Get some rest”He kissed HyukJae’s forehead and went off from the room,knowing that the brothers needed to talked and solved everything that they left behind and he didn’t wanted to bothering them.
“Hyung”
“No,need to say you are sorry.”HeeChul said while caressing HyukJae’s hairs.
“I thought by the time he will love me for all the thing I’ve done to him,I thought by the time he will realize”HyukJae’s voiced was so softed almost like a whisper.
“He was stupid!fish brain!”
HyukJae chuckled”You know what I feel?I feel like every time something actually goes right in my life someone,somewhere says:oh,he looks happy.Let’s fuck up his life a little more”
“That’s not true!and you know it!you have a great life,with or without that stupid fish you have a great life”
”I want to go”
“Where?”
“Grandma’s place,I miss her”
The two of them really closed with their grandma from their father’s family tree,she used to took care of them when they still a kid but as they growing up HeeChul wanted her to lived with them at Seoul but the old lady didn’t like the city kind of life so she back to her hometown.
HeeChul still didn’t wanted his little brother to left him”I miss you”
“Soon or later people will know the truth and I don’t wanna be there when that happen”
Seeing how his little brother pleading with that sad eyes HeeChul didn’t had any choice.
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“Jess,you need to leave now”DongHae said the moment Jessica opened his eyes,he was busied cleaning the housed and hide every evidence that he had spent time with Jessica on the mansion that supposed to be HyukJae’s Christmas present from him.They mad the mansion into their sex nest.
“Why?”Jessica get up from the bed still naked she hugged DongHae from behind pressing her naked body to DongHae’s.
“It’s been three days and HyukJae will be home today”
“I don’t care!”Jessica shouted”You said you will get rid of him!let him come home an see us!”
“It’s not that easy!now go,I promise I will take care everything”
“let me stay for a little while,Please~”
DongHae sighed”But you promise to leave before HyukJae back”
Jessica nodded.
DongHae tried to made a phone call to HyukJae but since yesterday he can’t reached his cell phone it was kinda worried him since and he still didn’t knew where HyukJae was.
He kept making a phone call to HyukJae until it reached a lunch time and Jessica started to be annoying,whining to him to just stopped called HyukJae but DongHae can’t do that.So he decide to met HyukJae’s manager,just as he parked his car outside HyukJae’s company building a paparazzi crowd him with a bright flash light his ears got a couple of question that they shouting about and it’s about HyukJae but DongHae ignore it.
He walked fast inside the building,asking to the girl in the front desk to met with HyukJae’s manager.
“Hyung”DongHae stood up from his chair”You are not with HyukJae?”
“No”He said kinda confused with DongHae”his not with you?”
“He said he have a work out of town with you but he didn’t tell me where and I can’t reach his cell,do you know something?”
The manager sighed”His quit”
“What do you mean?”
“His out from the company without any reason,couple days ago both HeeChul and Hankyung came they pay all the fine for HyukJae since he didn’t finish his contract with our company”The manager explain.
“What?”DongHae was startled with the sudden news.
“That’s why many paparazzi outside the building and I thought you know about this thing since both HeeChul and Hankyung didn’t wanted to open their mouth even just a little bit”
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DongHae came home late at night he was trying to found where HyukJae was,he call every person he knew who had linked to HyukJae but none of them knew where he was.
Jessica was still in there when he got home and she was being annoying and noisy,DongHae hate it.
The phone rang DongHae told the girl to pick up the phone.
“DongHae”Jessica kinda shouted to him”come here”
DongHae groaned but walked to her”What!”
“The person didn’t want to speak,talk”Jessica gave the phone to DongHae.
DongHae sighed he took the phone”Hello?”
On the other line HyukJae was holding his breath,he was leaving Seoul with midnight train to his grandma’s placed couple days ago he had been thinking to call DongHae and to told him the truth and to simply end this so call relationship between them,so today it’s the day he will told.
“Hae”A soft voice coming out from the other line.
“Hyukkie?God!where are you?I come and pick you up”
“Who is she?”Instead of answered DongHae’s question he asked DongHae.
“What?it’s just me”Like always playing innocent even thought he had been caught.
“Jessica,right?”
“I can explain”
“No,need”HyukJae took a deep breath”I love you”He confessed”and I know you didn’t love me,for you this was just another game to play but you know what?you hurt me with all your games and I have enough of it,I thought you realized that you and Jessica was over but no,you just can’t.”
“Come back home we will talk about it”DongHae tried to persuade HyukJae.
“No!there is noting we need to talk about”
“You can’t just leave me like this!”DongHae’s voiced was raised.
“I didn’t choose to leave like this but you make me”
“HyukJae come back now!”It was an order.
“Who are you to tell me!”
“That’s it so you just wanna to run away without even fight about it!that’s how you gonna do to me?”
“You didn’t know how hard I fight for you,but I can’t fight for someone who even didn’t there for me,who even didn’t love me!that’s not fair for me and I’m tired of fight over the same thing”
“So,this is what you want?ending it with a simple telephone call?”
“We never have a relationship before,I never wanted to fall in love but I did,and you didn’t wanted to hurt me but you did.”
It was a silent for a minute or so.
“And one more thing”HyukJae broke the silent”It was you”He said slowly made sure DongHae heard every words that he was going to said”The guy who took my virginity you are drunk after Jessica left you and I took you home and the next thing I knew you rape me”
DongHae was startle with the new information”Hyuk-“But before he can even finished saying HyukJae’s name the other line went off,he immediately call HyukJae back”Pick it up!come on!”But his phone call was rejected”Damn!”DongHae tried again but this time he got into a voice mail”Fuck!”DongHae cursed he ruffled his hairs in frustration.
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“Baby,you okey?”A soft hand touched his shoulder.
HyukJae fastly wiped his tears away”I’m fine”
“You’ve been sitting outside too long it’s cold in here come inside”His grandma said she put a soft handmade knit blanket around HyukJae’s shoulder.
“I will be inside,just a moment”
His grandma knew about HyukJae’s problem well,having a grandson like HeeChul who will spill everything out straight from his mouth.
“You be alright”His grandma sat next to him”You gonna get over him”
HyukJae smiled he put his head on his grandma’s shoulder”I’m not the boy that I intend to be”
His grandma held him tight”All you need to do is to stop’why not me?’philosophy between you and him and the next thing you know your heart already rest in someone else’s hand who deserve you”She kissed HyukJae’s tophead”You be alright”She whispered on HyukJae’s ear.
“I be alright”HyukJae said.
“But not tonight not ever”
TBC………..
Ps:Merry early Christmas and happy new year…hope you enjoy the story…comments are super..super love