omg why am i awake
I can not sleeepppppp. With every day I think more and more I'm an insomniac. It's so pathetic... but maybe I'm not, who knows. Honestly, it kind of feels like I can't sleep because I can't get comfortable in my bed. I'm used to boyfriend holding me until I fall asleep and then leaving as I'm like, passed out.. but now he's on a work schedule so he has to sleep earlier than I do. I guess I've become so... accustomed to having him to hold onto. that and he's really warm and he just feels good to hug to sleep. But then again...
I've been having trouble getting up in the morning too. :/ like, say I fell asleep at 1 AM, I can hardly open my eyes until noon. boyfriend comes in to wake me up but I feel so DEAD. Even though I could be fine waking up at like, 9 AM ... actually I have felt tired and grumpy ALL DAY as we saw in the last journal, and when it's time to sleep, I can't shut my eyes and do it. ..
I had a migraine while trying to sleep earlier too, maybe that's what .. has me awake right now. To get rid of it I took some pills and soaked in the bathtub and read Furuba until it went away, but after that I was restless. and now it's 5:42 AM. yipes. guess i'm not helping too much by typing about it though .. ? gonna go lay down. pshhh