so it is almost time again. bless.
i actually quite loathe christmas. im not one of those people (who quite frankly, are idiots) who hates the consumerism and greed of the holiday, i just hate actual christmas day. I mean yeah its nice recieving presents and stuff, but its so... blunt. You open these things that are suposed to be a celebration of anothers love for you early in the morning when everyones still asleep and people are walking around making tea, or coffee, or a quick hit of herroin. i mean, whats so special about being in you po-jamas and opening a pair of socks? not much really.
and its also the fact that my parents and family dont really know me, so i kinda feel bad when they get presents wrong. i mean their intentions are good but yeah. even when you try and look pleased, they can see right through you.
and christmas is like thie epic event that you wait for all year. like, whenever you want something your parents are just like "maybe at christmas" and its just a big build up to a single day!
plus theres the whole having-to-see-all-my-relatives thing which i absolutly deteste<.
so yeah. theres my little christmas rant.
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ive spent the last few days trying to get these 2 paintings im doing right, and NOTHING IS WORKING. i think i can make it work though i just have to spend a bit more time on it (how's the rest of my life sound?)
OH YEAH i remember what it was that i came here to say!
yesterday i went to the hairdressers and had my hair... BLONDED!!!
just in case any of you were considering get it done, i strongly recomend you douse your head in fuel and set it alight instead. because it will be just about as painful.
hey guys, did you know that when they bleach your hair it really really REALLY burns?
because it does.
im going to take some photos tommorow and post them, but pretty much all you need to do is imagine me... with a blonde bob wig on.
laura kay says:
it looks so totally 1920s, it's cute
thanks babe.
IM GETTING A DRUM KIT!!! finally! after ages and ages of waiting, im finally getting my first drum kit!
im thinking about calling it patrick, or maybe gee or something. cause i name EVERYTHING i want him to have a nice name. any suggestions? he's black and beautiful. finally i will be able to pwn at the drums! (with a bit o' practice!)
when its a bit closer (wtf's with people doing end of year quizes now? dude its not the end of the year yet!) im going to do some sort of "albums and-or songs of the year/quiz thang" and i would just like to remind you all that you must aswell!
so thats me for today. ive got work tommorow, and considering its almost christmas and im going to get PWND by customers, im going to get some painting done shut eye.
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P.S LOL i dont even look like my icon anymore.