[ o6 ] did your stars finally explode
yeah, i suck at life right now. i'm seriously ready just to go. kill me now i say, but then i wonder..what will life be like without me. will everyone be happier? or will some people miss me. i often think of that at times. don't get me wrong, i'm not suicidal or anything.. i just often think what life would be like without me.
lately it just seems like i'm being pushed away. no one wants to bother with me. and thats fine. i'll just sit in my room all alone, wondering what i did wrong to you. sometimes, i think we're falling apart. we dont talk anymore. i love you more than life itself. but we have no communication. .. i just dont know. i suck at life. i know one thing : i love you so much it hurts sometimes.
i'm out...
... ex oh ex ohhhh