Jan 01, 2005 23:25
* well this week has been fun except for the ending of it, boys really piss me off, n i cant believe i would EVER let one not even worth it come between me n my cousin who was like my little sister... i always said he wouldnt but he did.. n he is sooooo not worth it, n i wish i would have listened to EVERYONE in the 1st place.. but did i listen?? nooooooooooo, i was like ahhh he aint like that he's sweet he aint gonna lie to me .. but F that.. he sure as hell lied to me , even when i found out stuff that he lied about i STILL went back to him, n i cant believe im that stupiddddd, but i aint fallin for that crap again, i promissssssssse. i sweaarrrrrrrrrr, O:)..lol
well this week would have been even funner if me n candace would have been talkin also the summer would have been fun.... but were both over all that has happened n puttin it all in the past n we aint never gonna let nothin like this ever happen again.. i cant wait till she comes back home so we can hang out n have fun like we used to : )... uhhhh i just cant get over the fact i let him come between us, i love that girl so much n i would kill someone over her, you people might think im crazy n not think were not that close cause what happened but be4 all of this we were , i treat her like shes my lil sister/best friend.. n she is! lol talkin to my other cousin tanya today shes only 13 but she made me realize alot of stuff today, n the poor lil thang thought i was mad but i wasnt :) i appreciate what u said n i love you n thanks for caring so much about us,lol ur better than Dr.Phil at giving advice, haha.... well i cant think anymore n people keep talkin to me so i better go cause im typin stuff n it probably dont even make any since cause im so tired .. haha , i post later <33
bree