Nov 19, 2005 17:30
Ah well, I guess I could use another update.
Because, I am really that pathetic.
So I had my first guitar lesson with Carly on Thursday, it was cool. She started teaching me chords, and I actually have to same guitar as her, so it's easy. Hm...
Friday, I slept over Elyse's house.
Today, I was supposed to go over Emily's house, but I stayed home and did homework, so I could go out tomorrow. How fun.
Tomorrow, I am going to my Grandpa's mass anniversary thing, I have no idea.
Then, the mall with Angel, Joe, Stefi, and Andrew. Should be fun.
This was really pointless, and sounds retarded. Sorry.
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You keep telling me I'm beautiful.
But I feel a little less so each time.
Your love is so colorful.
It flashes like a neon sign.
But I finally drove out where.
The sky is dark enough to see stars.
And I found I missed no one.
Just listening to the swishing of distant cars.
I hope I never see.
The ocean again.
Pushing and pulling at me.
As I go deeper and deeper in.
Til I'm so far from my shore.
So far from what I came here for.
I let you surround me.
I let you drown me.
Out with your din.
And then I learned how to swim.
I was floating above myself.
Watching her do just what you wanted.
Poor little friendly ghost.
Wondering why her whole house feels haunted.
I told myself I was strong enuf.
That I had plenty of blood to give.
And each elbow cradled a needle.
But listless and faint ain't no way to live.
So I hope I never see.
The ocean again.
Pushing and pulling at me.
As I go deeper and deeper in.
Til I'm so far from my shore.
So far from what I came here for.
I let you surround me.
I let you drown me.
Out with your din.
And then I learned how to swim.
You keep telling me I'm beautiful.
But I feel a little less so each time.
Your love is so colorful.
It flashes like a neon sign.
But I finally drove out where.
The sky is dark enough to see stars.
And I found I missed no one.
Just listening to the swishing of distant cars.