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[piink_eyeliners]

i havent figured it out yet
and i probably will never know
why they like to hurt me
this pain inside me grows
ive always been good to them
given them all i could give
in return they break my heart
sometimes i dont want to live
im just about to give up
i dont know who to trust
i dont want to go on
but sometimes i feel i must
i will find him someday
i hold my head high
i will find happiness
no matter how much i cry
i just want someone to hold
want someome to care
love me for who i am
but who is he..and where?