(**Let her cry, let the tears fall down like rain
HECTIC.
Ok life is good, its about 12:15 at night, im working out a little, and counting down the minutes until Jenny Jones. All the sudden the lights flicker, they go off. My computer,tv,everything goes out. Im in shock, i stop breathing it seems like for a few minutes. I run across my messy room, and try to turn on the lights, the power is OUT. I hate being in pitch black with nothing to do, im not tired, and im scared, so i run to my bed and burry my face in my pillows. I sit there for about an hour, sweating because obviously the AC went off. My mom comes in my room with this really big flashlight that lights up a whole room, we start talking about her flight for los angeles, and i end up following her in the kitchen, she tells me shes going to bed and im like "NOOO", because im scared as fuck with candles. I feel like the fucking devil worshiper prayer service shit, she leaves her door open. And i sit in the kitchen reading *GASP* alloy magazine, then the flashlight goes off. Im stuck reading with a candle. I sit there for about 30 minutes when everything turns on again, i get overly excited then it shuts off. Back to reality. Im sitting there again, with my step dad SNORING as loud as holy fuck. The alarm starts going off, i have my stepdads brother(aka stalker) in the room next to mine and im waiting for him to walk out and sit with me and really make me scared.Finally it turns back on, but it was MUCH MUCH more hectic then it sounds. I realized how much of a baby i was, my face sat in my pillow for about an hour saying "TURN ON TURN ON". I missed jenny jones =*(
My parents have LEFT, my mom didn't say bye to me or anything. Lmfao, shes like molesting my cellphone and it wont work, so i have an exuse not to talk to her. I guess she got there and her plane didn't "crash" as she made it sound like was going to happen.
I have no idea what im doing tonight, i did an alchohal search in my house, because last time i remember we had some malibu. All we have is wine, and i really dont feel like drinking that shit.
probably going to rachels tonight. if not, ill stay by meself! =) yay. my mom was like "have whoever over. except laura,shes trouble" LMFAO. i havn't seen her in like forever.
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Ok life is good, its about 12:15 at night, im working out a little, and counting down the minutes until Jenny Jones. All the sudden the lights flicker, they go off. My computer,tv,everything goes out. Im in shock, i stop breathing it seems like for a few minutes. I run across my messy room, and try to turn on the lights, the power is OUT. I hate being in pitch black with nothing to do, im not tired, and im scared, so i run to my bed and burry my face in my pillows. I sit there for about an hour, sweating because obviously the AC went off. My mom comes in my room with this really big flashlight that lights up a whole room, we start talking about her flight for los angeles, and i end up following her in the kitchen, she tells me shes going to bed and im like "NOOO", because im scared as fuck with candles. I feel like the fucking devil worshiper prayer service shit, she leaves her door open. And i sit in the kitchen reading *GASP* alloy magazine, then the flashlight goes off. Im stuck reading with a candle. I sit there for about 30 minutes when everything turns on again, i get overly excited then it shuts off. Back to reality. Im sitting there again, with my step dad SNORING as loud as holy fuck. The alarm starts going off, i have my stepdads brother(aka stalker) in the room next to mine and im waiting for him to walk out and sit with me and really make me scared.Finally it turns back on, but it was MUCH MUCH more hectic then it sounds. I realized how much of a baby i was, my face sat in my pillow for about an hour saying "TURN ON TURN ON". I missed jenny jones =*(
My parents have LEFT, my mom didn't say bye to me or anything. Lmfao, shes like molesting my cellphone and it wont work, so i have an exuse not to talk to her. I guess she got there and her plane didn't "crash" as she made it sound like was going to happen.
I have no idea what im doing tonight, i did an alchohal search in my house, because last time i remember we had some malibu. All we have is wine, and i really dont feel like drinking that shit.
probably going to rachels tonight. if not, ill stay by meself! =) yay. my mom was like "have whoever over. except laura,shes trouble" LMFAO. i havn't seen her in like forever.
SORRRRRRRY my post was long. penis penis penis. i love you.