i just want to break you down so badly.

[piiirate_]

i think ive had this same livejournal for around a year now.

go me!

anyways...

im so afraid of growing up.
im afraid ill be a failure.
im afraid ill lose the people
im close too, and that ill end
up all alone with nobody to help me.

thats depressing.

but turning 18 has some good points,
such as :
drivers license.
graduating high school.
independence.(maybe)

we'll see what this age will bring me.
i mean sure im going to be an official adult.
but, im still the same person ive always been.
just eighteen instead of seventeen... and techniquely
im still a teen too... so isnt that like two alright
things in one?

maybe... guess we'll see.

i decided to find what i like doing.
i have all these plans and ideas of what i like.

im done depending on others to
decide what kind of person i am.
or what kind of person i'll be.

im going to find something to do that i enjoy
all by myself, and im not going to let anybody
ruin it for me.

maybe ill get into scrapbooking or something.

guess ill see.