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"I think good gets better."
Summer's almost over..and I realize that I WANT to stay in Buffalo. When I dated cam and went to mount I hated everything that Buffalo stood for..i couldn't wait to go somewhere that wasn't here. Now that I love my life and I'm finally happy I'm just not ready to leave.. I have never been happier. Even after losing a person I thought I had genuine feelings for, I still have never been so..free. I have my best friend, my good friends, the square every thursday, a job I love, a boyfriend I actually have fun with. I don't take it too seriously at all..and I guess that's kind of selfish and mean on my part, but honestly..I just want to enjoy my last month of summer. You make me laugh and you're crazier than I am so I guess I can appreciate you alot. I don't like the whole title so I'll just stick to what I know best, having so much fun with a person I like. Everything falls into place and this summer is what I've been waiting for for like 3 years. There's so many experiences and moments I will never forget. I found a big piece of myself this summer. The strength I definately did not think I had to let you go, to get over the games Ian played with me, to not get back together with you, to learn who my real friends are..that's just the beginning of it. I really made the most out of every single day and this is probably the only time I'll ever be able to say this. I absoluteeely looove it :):)
"I've learned, the hard way, that some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."
Summer's almost over..and I realize that I WANT to stay in Buffalo. When I dated cam and went to mount I hated everything that Buffalo stood for..i couldn't wait to go somewhere that wasn't here. Now that I love my life and I'm finally happy I'm just not ready to leave.. I have never been happier. Even after losing a person I thought I had genuine feelings for, I still have never been so..free. I have my best friend, my good friends, the square every thursday, a job I love, a boyfriend I actually have fun with. I don't take it too seriously at all..and I guess that's kind of selfish and mean on my part, but honestly..I just want to enjoy my last month of summer. You make me laugh and you're crazier than I am so I guess I can appreciate you alot. I don't like the whole title so I'll just stick to what I know best, having so much fun with a person I like. Everything falls into place and this summer is what I've been waiting for for like 3 years. There's so many experiences and moments I will never forget. I found a big piece of myself this summer. The strength I definately did not think I had to let you go, to get over the games Ian played with me, to not get back together with you, to learn who my real friends are..that's just the beginning of it. I really made the most out of every single day and this is probably the only time I'll ever be able to say this. I absoluteeely looove it :):)
"I've learned, the hard way, that some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."