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Jun 21, 2008 11:52

 After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn't mean possession and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads today, because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong, and you really do have worth. And you learn . . .and you learn . . .
- Veronica A. Shoffstall

Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. Rather it makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how wonderful it will be when the right one comes along. -Javan

I finally summed up the courage to just let you go...I've been so happy with everything in my life. Untillll.. I realized you were out doing the same things I'm doing. But it'll be okay because thankfully he walked into my life at exactly the right time and I feel the feelings I didn't feel with you anymore..it's the scariest, most confusing, and exciting thing that has happened to me in a long time. So I'm not going to hesitate or overanalyze or plan anything out from this point, just letting it flowww. I'm completely letting go of any inhibitions and allowing you to let me fall for you, or whatever else can happen. I realized that the best things in life come when you just take a deep breath and stop trying so hard..
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