Oct 19, 2004 17:47
"so i update this almost every single day for you. i begin to hate you for your face, not just the things you do. go tell her how my wrist is sore. from pulling at your insides all night. nothing that you do is new. to anything or anyone but you"
so yeah i know i have been updating for like 1 week at a time. its pretty stupid but w.e.
thursday school. home. stopped at cats. went to the y. we voted on people. i guess im something i forget what its called now. i was being a real jerk. but whatever what can i say. so then we went to applebees. me and cat wanted cloves so we decided to go get money. saw pat. left to get cloves and cat thought jeff was going to go through the yellow light but he stopped and since the roads were wet we skidded right into him. i wasn't wearing a seatbelt so my head hit the visor. it hurt. especially my neck. so being the really nice kids they are dave and rob stopped to see if everything was alright. which for the most part it was. cats whole front of her car was pushed in. jeffs tale pipe got bent but he was getting it replaced so it didnt matter but cat gave him the &20 for it anyways. surprisingly there wasnt like a scratch on jeffs car. or atleast not that we could see. so jeff drove me back to my car and i came home. my right shoulder started to hurt and crap so i was like w.e i made sure i didnt have a concussion. then i went to bed.
friday went to unh. lol. went to heathas. harassed her hermit crab. it was so dead. we took it completly almost out of its shell. we left for a good 2 hours to go get food at chilis and when we got back it was still out. we went up to heathas room and we talked and shit. then we came back down and the HERMIT WAS BACK IN ITS SHELL. im like WTF is going on her lol. it was like pinching and stuff. soooo weird. so then we watched Laws of Attraction. it was so good. it was about this guy. who liked this girl a lot. but fucked her room mate. and this other girl who liked him a lot who commits suicide because she finds out about him and the girl. and they show it. she like slices her wrist and goes in the bath tub and the tub is full. it was like the scariest thing i had ever seen. my wrist hurts talking about it. NEVER be that stupid please. so then the guy gets all sad because the girl he really really liked the girl but because of one mistake shes gone. cooincidentally the girl he likes like this other kid who ends up fucking her roomate. so the roomate is the hoe that actually screws everyone over. then he finally at the end kills himself. or atleast it makes you think that. such a true movie. really good too. i liked how they had some parts in rewind to get point of view from each character. really interesting. good movie to watch. then i had to find a gas station that was open. then i had to drive louie home. then i went to bed.
saturday slept in. went out to lunch and went shopping with my mom. spent a lot of money. eep. and im going to need to go back cause i need some more jeans and some bras and underwear. eeeeeeeeeep! so yeah then i was late for work cause we got stuck on the highway. lol it was horrible. but then i worked till 8:00. came home got ready. went to cats to watch most of the game. ate ice cream. i brought pretzels and soda. then i left. then i went out to this kid whos friends with mikes party. it was pretty fun. ONLY cause jay wasnt there. lol. uhh i hate that kid. i met the girl hes "dating" but i guess its all a lie to piss me off? which i dont see how that would but way cool right=) haha. so we talked. i drank a half a handle with her and couple of shots. i was gooonnneeee. so i came home to wake up at 7 to go to work. lol. worked till 12. then i came home and showered and went to outback. took some nyquill. went to bed around 5:30. woke up at 11:00 to pee.
mondaywoke up at 5:30. 13 hours of sleep. lol. mmm sooo good. so i took a shower. did my hair. and went to school. on time. lol. came home. went to chilis. ate some food. gymnastics. came home and watched the game. then went to bed. after an awesome well needed shower. lol.
tuesday huge spider in math today. i almost cried. found out tomorrow is a half day. annddd we had a mini college fair. a school in Maine. hot guy. <33333 hmmm he winked. lovely. so yeah then i came home. took a little nap. came online. watched 13 going on 30. went out to do a couple erands. now im updating. finally.
tomorrow is a half day. going out to lunch with a bunch of us. should be fun. then im suppose to go to erins. but everyones just going to get mad at me. uh...i dunno. ill update tomorrow.
the way that you treat people will stand by you for the rest of your life...also if you love someone you should really get arround to letting them now. before the end is here and its too late. uhhhhhh i hate this. i love you. but you like someone else. isnt that always how it ends up to be.
♥amandabeth