Jun 01, 2005 17:41
alright, this is it. im going to be as honest with the truth and nothing less.
this year has been hell at its worst. theres going to be times like this again but i hate to think about that. this year has been horrible. it really has, ive made so many memories and ive had so many things to learn from. but mostly i want to say this, if anybody is not satisfied with the way i am i dont know what to say. sometimes i feel like somethings wrong with me or im not all "right". its just like sometimes im not there really. sometimes i was invisible. sometimes i wanted to die. but now that its almost over, id like to say that ive really changed. ive been hurt and ive recovered. ive learned that its okay to make mistakes as long as you learn what to do. some people are mad at me and for whatever reason that is im sorry, im sorry. im sorry for being anything you didnt want me to be, or something that caused problems. i really am just done with all the drama and clothes and mean looks and gossip. i cant wait for school to be out. just, this year was the hardest of all, not only for me but for everyone. and i hope its never this bad ever again. for the people that hate me, im sorry to say but there will always be an "ali" in your life and your going to have to deal with it. im not going to change for anyone. i am who i am it will always be like. i can tell myself i dont like what im doing or i dont like the way im acting. you all can say whatever you like but you know what no matter how much you shun me or ignore me i wont change. but most of all ive made the best of friends anyone could ever ask for. though we've had a few fights after everything we've made up and had great times. i cant even start to say how much i love you all. but really west hills has changed how i think and act. i really cant start to explain how ive changed but i thank anyone who has helped along the way. ive learned to help myself when no one else can. ive learned to trust, forgive, and forget. but some things will always be inprinted in my mind.
yeah that was 7th grade in the shortest form.
well thats the truth and im sorry but its
nothing less, nothing more.
`cOmmEnt.