Another Rainy Day
After yesterday bouncing back to sunny, and the first sleepless night in months, I managed to
get some rest between 5 and 8 am, waking to another gray rainy day. And now suddenly 10 hours
later, it's sunny again! I've cleaned my room today, bathed, ate and got back some energy back.
Now I feel antsy and want to go out because it's sunny, but there's nowhere to go. The coffee
house closes at 3pm. GF isn't talking to me today. I pissed her off yesterday by making some
careless off-handed remarks, when we went for a drive to get coffee and plants for her garden.
So, it took yesterday evening and most of today, just to get her to talk again. Same old story.
She says I react and I do, to her comments, which are more like criticisms. I just got fed up.
Or pent up, who knows? Feeling trapped. Whatever. I'm processing it. Plus I was smitten down
by what is happening in the streets of America right now. It's like the 60s all over again! Only
maybe there is more at stake this time.
So in my sleepless stupor and worry and concerns for the normal families who live in those cities
under seige, I wrote a poem of sorts trying to get at what was disturbing me -(See today 5am).
The last headline I just read says, National Guard have been deployed to 28 states to stop THUGS
and violence. Some retired cop got shot outside a pawn shop last night in St Louis, Missouri, then
posted to FB making riot headlines (of course, what's new?). I guess that's another use for cellphones,
recording the death of your victim. Shite! WTF is wrong with people?
After working and living together for the past 12 years including 5 with her son, and now being
cooped up for two and a half months, with nowhere to go and little to do of routine, we are now
becoming different people looking for other things. No idea what that means, it's just a feeling.
She's been very restless through this whole lock down thing. It's not her nature to be cooped up.
So wish me luck to patch things up. We started by talking about the news of the past 24 hours,
which has been overwhelming for everyone. That on top of COVID. It's like who gives a fuck about
COVID, with nothing else to look forward to? I think that's what's driving the civil unrest.
In spite of ourselves we try look for the good things to focus on. Here is one such thing that
is not being touted by the doom and gloom in the mainstream..
*Citizens across U.S. are crying WTF? This is not our fight! Back off, cops standing back watching
third party fanatics to stir violence and fan the flames. Fuck ANTIFA and the devil himself.
Pallets of bricks were delivered to riots via Bill Gates company, funded by George Soros. WTF?
Links to all content provided on YT : https://youtu.be/LNy9ufgJLYU
Youth hi-jacked by radical organizers. How far left can you go to be right? Fascist shits.
Why is riot Plan(Dem)ic happening in blue (Dem) states.. The [DS] has unleashed all assets.
"Healing not hatred, justice not chaos, are the mission at hand" - POTUS
Sunny, but cold...
THUGS!
UGH!
dr. π (pi)
.
get some rest between 5 and 8 am, waking to another gray rainy day. And now suddenly 10 hours
later, it's sunny again! I've cleaned my room today, bathed, ate and got back some energy back.
Now I feel antsy and want to go out because it's sunny, but there's nowhere to go. The coffee
house closes at 3pm. GF isn't talking to me today. I pissed her off yesterday by making some
careless off-handed remarks, when we went for a drive to get coffee and plants for her garden.
So, it took yesterday evening and most of today, just to get her to talk again. Same old story.
She says I react and I do, to her comments, which are more like criticisms. I just got fed up.
Or pent up, who knows? Feeling trapped. Whatever. I'm processing it. Plus I was smitten down
by what is happening in the streets of America right now. It's like the 60s all over again! Only
maybe there is more at stake this time.
So in my sleepless stupor and worry and concerns for the normal families who live in those cities
under seige, I wrote a poem of sorts trying to get at what was disturbing me -(See today 5am).
The last headline I just read says, National Guard have been deployed to 28 states to stop THUGS
and violence. Some retired cop got shot outside a pawn shop last night in St Louis, Missouri, then
posted to FB making riot headlines (of course, what's new?). I guess that's another use for cellphones,
recording the death of your victim. Shite! WTF is wrong with people?
After working and living together for the past 12 years including 5 with her son, and now being
cooped up for two and a half months, with nowhere to go and little to do of routine, we are now
becoming different people looking for other things. No idea what that means, it's just a feeling.
She's been very restless through this whole lock down thing. It's not her nature to be cooped up.
So wish me luck to patch things up. We started by talking about the news of the past 24 hours,
which has been overwhelming for everyone. That on top of COVID. It's like who gives a fuck about
COVID, with nothing else to look forward to? I think that's what's driving the civil unrest.
In spite of ourselves we try look for the good things to focus on. Here is one such thing that
is not being touted by the doom and gloom in the mainstream..
*Citizens across U.S. are crying WTF? This is not our fight! Back off, cops standing back watching
third party fanatics to stir violence and fan the flames. Fuck ANTIFA and the devil himself.
Pallets of bricks were delivered to riots via Bill Gates company, funded by George Soros. WTF?
Click to viewLinks to all content provided on YT : https://youtu.be/LNy9ufgJLYU
Youth hi-jacked by radical organizers. How far left can you go to be right? Fascist shits.
Why is riot Plan(Dem)ic happening in blue (Dem) states.. The [DS] has unleashed all assets.
"Healing not hatred, justice not chaos, are the mission at hand" - POTUS
Sunny, but cold...
THUGS!
UGH!
dr. π (pi)
.